Does the lonliness show? And if so does it ever end?
Yeah... so I'm feeling kind of down today... I have a feeling that some other people are too. I don't know what it is. I'm not trying to make anyone feel guilty or bad for me or anything... this is just something that I will either have to deal with or get over. I have just come to realize that in the game of life, I lose... I always will lose... and some people will always win for no reason what so ever... That's just the way it goes... we have discussed it before... and no one can come up with an answer... I don't think we ever will. I just pray that college will be different... though I doubt it will. And if so, I will die trying to make it change.