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I had to drive under a bad circumstance when I really shouldn't have at the time - I was breaking down and driving at the same time. I was going 50mph when I normally go between 65-70, and my right contact disappeared/got ruined so I was really using one eye driving. I was really upset. It just sucks when you put so much effort caring about someone and loving that someone, you're still not being understood like you're getting nothing in return. Tom didn't even ask if I would like to go over there again for tomorrow football night after work. When I asked if he would like me to come over, all he said was that it was just football. Like I'm not that important, after all that I do for him. Cooked enough for him so he could have lunch for work. Ran in the cold with him, and now I'm sick. I drive to his place most of the time, and it's not like gas is free. He's being really selfish. I feel that I have the right to be upset. It's not like I'm asking him to take me out on a romantic dinner date. We don't even do that. I just wanted to spend another day with him. Is that too much to ask?
I already took Airborne early this morning, and have been taking cough drops all day long. I was really afraid I would get sick, so I stopped forcing myself because I was already freezing to death. I told myself that I really can't afford to be sick because of work at this time, and now I'm feeling all crappy. :(
I already took Airborne early this morning, and have been taking cough drops all day long. I was really afraid I would get sick, so I stopped forcing myself because I was already freezing to death. I told myself that I really can't afford to be sick because of work at this time, and now I'm feeling all crappy. :(