summer wind will always be our song...

[aimes3]

so moving on...
its not the best process in the world
but its life and sometimes you have to deal with it
even if you dont want to i guess.
its been a month and some now and i guess i finally need to move on.
stop thinking about him, stop worring if hes ok or if hes thinking about me.
if i havent heard from him in a month...i think hes over it.
so i guess so should i.
its hard when you were so in love with the person though.
if i had one more chance...
feels like he died or something.
but no hes alive as hell ever be.
and hes doing fine without me and i should be doing the same
i guess theres that saying theres more fish in the sea.
i just wish this fish would come back to me...
whoa that sounded dumb, but its the truth.
its so hard when everyone around you is so happy.
and you think, you use to be but now your not...
i wish i had like a mind block so i could block him out.
really...as much pain as im going through with not having him...
i wish i would of never met him...
but i guess i should be happy for had a chance to love someone that much.
well im 18yr old single girl with her heart totally shattered...
here i come world...bring me some new love that will put my heart back into place...

out*

i guess summer wind has come to a end...