recent events
so my last couple of days have been pretty much crazy as fuck.
so i finally went to redgranite to see some old faces at brians new house.
it was cool...like everyone was there but then i walked into the NEW band room and saw him...i was like "whoo weirdness"...and he gave me a face like "whoo havent seen you in about 5 months, did you come back from the grave or did you just hate me that much kind of face" i never hated him. i hate myself for letting him go like how i did, but new love called...and then it bit me in the fucking ass again.
so nicks court is tomorrow. honestly im scared for him. even though sometimes when i think about him and the last 5 months i wasted on nothing, all i want to do it kill him. but when someone is going through hard times, no matter how much you want them to die, its hard to hate them at that time. so tomorrow while i sit at work...ill hope hes doing ok with things. so good luck buddy...no matter how much i hate you...
AND then out of nowhere Wed. this last week...one of my co-workers, who is 20...and happens to be sizzling...decides to have his friends stop by and ask for my # because hes too chicken...so then after work i go with them and chill...and everynight since then...we all chilled, and i just got back from hanging out with them. its cool to get a new scence once in a while. i was so use to waupuca and now that i got some new things to do and new love intrest...waupuca doesnt even cross my mind. thank god i tell ya....
so everything is good and omg...rachel is back...fucking awesome i tell ya...
i guess things like to look up sometimes, even in your hardest times...
so i finally went to redgranite to see some old faces at brians new house.
it was cool...like everyone was there but then i walked into the NEW band room and saw him...i was like "whoo weirdness"...and he gave me a face like "whoo havent seen you in about 5 months, did you come back from the grave or did you just hate me that much kind of face" i never hated him. i hate myself for letting him go like how i did, but new love called...and then it bit me in the fucking ass again.
so nicks court is tomorrow. honestly im scared for him. even though sometimes when i think about him and the last 5 months i wasted on nothing, all i want to do it kill him. but when someone is going through hard times, no matter how much you want them to die, its hard to hate them at that time. so tomorrow while i sit at work...ill hope hes doing ok with things. so good luck buddy...no matter how much i hate you...
AND then out of nowhere Wed. this last week...one of my co-workers, who is 20...and happens to be sizzling...decides to have his friends stop by and ask for my # because hes too chicken...so then after work i go with them and chill...and everynight since then...we all chilled, and i just got back from hanging out with them. its cool to get a new scence once in a while. i was so use to waupuca and now that i got some new things to do and new love intrest...waupuca doesnt even cross my mind. thank god i tell ya....
so everything is good and omg...rachel is back...fucking awesome i tell ya...
i guess things like to look up sometimes, even in your hardest times...