I am very happy
I can't belive its been since before thanksgiving that I've updated my journal. At one point I remember being on this baby everyday. I guess I am too busy living my life to be talking aboput it as much. Or maybe I just don't need it as often. We as humans are always subject to change.
Speaking of change. I Miss Single Aimee, am not so single anymore. I might venture to say that I am falling in love. I met this guy named Marshall. Isn't that the cutest name? Ever since I met him he has become more and more wonderful. He is a 21 year old senior getting his degree in physics with a minor in math. Yeah, really smart. Hes from Alpha Sigmpa Phi, so he knows how to have fun like only a frat boy can. And Sara and I have decided hes very handsome. He plays dozens of instruments exceptionally well and can talk to me and even teach me things in music. Kissing him takes my breath away. I am so sad we are going home to two different places and we'll have to pick up where we let off next year. If your my friend and wanna see a picture just tell me and I will email you. I have fun talking about my new man.
My old man, or whatever he was, Bill, hasn't heard that I am not available anymore. He's not going to be mad or hurt or anything, but I still don't really want to have to tell him and end whatever we had. Marshall blows Bill away, so I'll have to bite down and do something when he calls me next. Maybe he won't call and that will be that. I felt more for him than I told him or lead him to believe, I wish at one point he would have let me love him and be his girlfriend or something. Oh well.
I have had my partying days here at college. One night I got really drunk at the Jewish frat, danced with about 7 guys, made out with two right there on the dance floor and then somehow woke up in an appartment complex all the way over in a place calleed U- village, a good 2 miles from home. PS. I walked the whole way, drunker than shit. PSS. One of the jewish boys had Absynth in his room. Good times good times.
So now that I have all of that out of my system, I think I am ready to be more serious. My next quarter will begin with a new year, mind set, and hopefully a new boyfriend. I am excited.
I go home tonight with my friends Ava, Nichole, and Sara. I am so thankful to have them. My VSAA friends mean so much more to me than I thought. I really love them. It is so nice to have a few people in your life that came from the same place you did, who understand you and shared the experience of growing up. I am so happy to be going home, asside from missing my boy.
At home my brother and his family wait for me. I haven't seen him since early May and miss him. He is such a beautiful man and we have the funniest relationship, I wouldn't trade it for anything. I am going have Sara over to visit me. She has been my famiy up here and I want her to see how fun my real family is. I want to share it with someone I guess, and Sara is always there for me it seems. Girl, I hope you know how much I appreciate you being in my life. Without eachother, we might of moved home don't ya think?
Two more little things. My computer has DC++ on it now thanks to all the smart boys here at school who donate there time to lost little blonde gril. AND! For Christmas I bought my mom a car stereo so she can play CD's and my Dad a Cell phone, a samsung flip camera phone. I am so excited to be working so I can share these things with my parents. I feel like a good daughter and can't wait till christmas morning.
I begin my last three finals in an hour and then get to go home.
I love you all so much.
Have a wonderful day.
Speaking of change. I Miss Single Aimee, am not so single anymore. I might venture to say that I am falling in love. I met this guy named Marshall. Isn't that the cutest name? Ever since I met him he has become more and more wonderful. He is a 21 year old senior getting his degree in physics with a minor in math. Yeah, really smart. Hes from Alpha Sigmpa Phi, so he knows how to have fun like only a frat boy can. And Sara and I have decided hes very handsome. He plays dozens of instruments exceptionally well and can talk to me and even teach me things in music. Kissing him takes my breath away. I am so sad we are going home to two different places and we'll have to pick up where we let off next year. If your my friend and wanna see a picture just tell me and I will email you. I have fun talking about my new man.
My old man, or whatever he was, Bill, hasn't heard that I am not available anymore. He's not going to be mad or hurt or anything, but I still don't really want to have to tell him and end whatever we had. Marshall blows Bill away, so I'll have to bite down and do something when he calls me next. Maybe he won't call and that will be that. I felt more for him than I told him or lead him to believe, I wish at one point he would have let me love him and be his girlfriend or something. Oh well.
I have had my partying days here at college. One night I got really drunk at the Jewish frat, danced with about 7 guys, made out with two right there on the dance floor and then somehow woke up in an appartment complex all the way over in a place calleed U- village, a good 2 miles from home. PS. I walked the whole way, drunker than shit. PSS. One of the jewish boys had Absynth in his room. Good times good times.
So now that I have all of that out of my system, I think I am ready to be more serious. My next quarter will begin with a new year, mind set, and hopefully a new boyfriend. I am excited.
I go home tonight with my friends Ava, Nichole, and Sara. I am so thankful to have them. My VSAA friends mean so much more to me than I thought. I really love them. It is so nice to have a few people in your life that came from the same place you did, who understand you and shared the experience of growing up. I am so happy to be going home, asside from missing my boy.
At home my brother and his family wait for me. I haven't seen him since early May and miss him. He is such a beautiful man and we have the funniest relationship, I wouldn't trade it for anything. I am going have Sara over to visit me. She has been my famiy up here and I want her to see how fun my real family is. I want to share it with someone I guess, and Sara is always there for me it seems. Girl, I hope you know how much I appreciate you being in my life. Without eachother, we might of moved home don't ya think?
Two more little things. My computer has DC++ on it now thanks to all the smart boys here at school who donate there time to lost little blonde gril. AND! For Christmas I bought my mom a car stereo so she can play CD's and my Dad a Cell phone, a samsung flip camera phone. I am so excited to be working so I can share these things with my parents. I feel like a good daughter and can't wait till christmas morning.
I begin my last three finals in an hour and then get to go home.
I love you all so much.
Have a wonderful day.