so, today is my last full day in vegas.
in about 26 hours, i will be waiting for my mom to get here to pick me up and take me to the airport.
sometimes i dont know if this is what i should do or not.
ive pretty much spent every waking moment with my best friend since last sunday.
im sitting here crying like a fucking idiot right now.
and its all my choice to leave everyone, no ones leaving me.
to everyone i love and care for most;
i will miss you all and ive youre ever in idaho, hit me up.
heh.
everyone needs to be careful and take care of themselves.
i wont be the older sister or the wanna be mom to take of you and pick you up when youre wasted anymore.
i dont even want to write anything to Veena on here because i can barely see the screen as it is from crying.
but im pretty sure shes knows exactly how i feel about her.
be careful, no listening to head automatica or the starting line without me.
no cruising the strip for babes either.
it wont be the same, i promise you.
i love you, and i will miss you more than anyone.
you are my world, my BFF FOR LIFE.
and i hold you close to my heart.
this is all i can bare to write right now.
with all my love,
Aimee
edit;
something id like to remember about all of my friends.
RENEE: i love you so much, senior year was only decent because of you and krystal watching maury with me.
KRYSTAL: you will always be my baby sister. i love you and i will miss you so much. dont forget about me, okay?
KIM: i doubt youll see this because you dont go on livejournal, but ill write to you anyway. you helped me make a lot of decisions for life in the recent months. you've been there for me through alot, and im thankful to have had you back in my life.
LEVI: we've known each other quite a while, but im pretty sure this is the only picture we have together. i wish i could have seen you before i left. but since not, make sure you see me on your way to omaha some day.
DEANNA: no more black girl nails with out me. also, take care of my peacoat and shoes from urban outfitters. im gonna come back for them someday. heh.
SYDNEY: i never thought youd be a person i would say bye to and not be able to see you in person to do it. you were there for me when no one was. i love you and i always will. i hope you get the best in life, you deserve it.
TO MY LITTLE BROTHER: i know we dont get along too well, but im gonna miss you alot. leaving you wont be easy. luckily youll be the only child now, and get whatever you want, lucky fuck. i love you.
VEENA: every sing lyric that pertains to us, i insert here. i love you, youre my sister, my bff, my everything. i dont know what im thinking leaving you. i love you and you need to take care of yourself.