(no subject)
i keep sitting here, realizing that in justa few short months ill be leaving everyone i love.
im barely going to be here all summer as it is.
to all of you;
veena: you are pretty much my life, my world, my best friend. in the past few months we have both been through a lot and i love you to death. you will always be close to me. this summer we will have amazing memories made.
syd: you were my best friend for a very long time. we had ups, we had downs, we had some of the best times of our life. you mean so much to me and it hurts that i cant be with you more often. we'll set a date and keep it soon. APRILL 22ND will go down in history.
all my ho's: i love you guys. you come to vegas and start drama, i get put in the middle but i still love you. i cant help but to. youve introduced me to some things i would have liked to have not gotten introduced to, but still, its made me who i am, i guess. i love ALL of you and i miss you everyday.
andy: youre my boyfriend. so i love you. this summer will be amazing. 2 months will be horrible without you, but we'll be okay.
tim: youre my boy bestfriend and i love you so much. it will be hard to leave you when i do. you mean so much to me and youre always there for me when i need you. no more last minute lunch trips together. which will be horrible. i hope everything goes well with you and your girl. you deserve it.
deanna, renee, krystal: everyone thinks we are all gay at school. thats okay though. deanna, i love you we have awesome roadtrips. renee, youre my 5th hour lover, hair dying buddy, and wife. krystal, youre my little shit. you never do what youre told but i love you for it. and youre a hard person to leave.
kristen b.: dyke ass bitch. :] i love you. and i WILL miss you. even though we dont hang out much anymore. i still remember the first night we did when we went to a random show together and had fun. i love you and i will always remember you. and im glad your hair never fell out.
jenn: youve helped me out so much in beoming who i am and i love you for it. youre an amazing person and no one should be able to tell you otherwise. you have a heart that a lot of people arent fortunate enough to come in contact with. you seriously, are a unique and loving person, and im glad to say ive had you in my life.
kim w.: you made me join the navy you ho. youre the reason im writing all this shit. but i love you none the less. you have changed for the better and you have gotten your life on track and i admire you for that in every way possible.
kim s.: you probably wont even see this, so i dont know why im writing it. but thats not the point. i love you, i love uso much. we have so many memories together, we cant listen to one cd without tearing up and remember times we were never apart. and the reason that the "i love uso much" looks like that is because this keyboard is fucked up and wont erase it right. its supposed to say "i love you so much." haha so yeah. i will miss you so much.
V-Money: youre one of my best friends ever. we dont talk much but you know pretty much everything about me in such a short amount of time. you and your drunk pasta nights used to make me laugh so hard. i love you and i will NEVER forget you. vivi, youre such an amazing person.
michael: i miss you. i wrote you a letter and you never wrote back, you jerk. but i still miss you. and yeah, i have many quarters to send you. be mean more often.
ALL MY 15 YEAR OLD TOUGH ASSES: dont worry kids, by the time i come back and visit you all will only be like 17 so i will see you if i come back and go to a show. dont ever grow up. i cant imagine any of you any older. keep staying young and making them hot older boys feel like they should be im jail. i love every single one of you, probably because youre all tougher than me. KATIE; YOU NEED TO KEEP LIFTING WEIGHTS. JASMINE; IM GLAD YOU SPELL YOURE NAME NORMAL AGAIN, HAHA ILY. CIERRA; YOUR EARS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BIGGER THAN MINE SO THUMBS UP TO YOU. i love you guys. stay true; haha, sorry i had to say it, but seriously guys. please dont get pregnant or anything while im gone, or get into drugs or let anyone tell you anything. and dont get in anymore fights. <3
JASON MF HUSKEY: actually, you have kinda impacted my life. we used to talk all the time. and you made up my journal name. now, all you ever have to say to me is that my septum piercing is ugly. but if you didnt, who would? lots of people im sure. but it is nice to say hi to you when i do see you. and i read your journal and i really just want you to be happy. cause all together i know youre a nice guy and you have a lot to offer people. and what little i know about you, you have a lot to offer. i really thought it was amazing of you when you decided to go against what everyone said to find yourself and make yourself a better person. i wish more people were like you. i kinda wish we were still friends.
i guess this is all. this is my early morning school rant. but thats okay.
im barely going to be here all summer as it is.
to all of you;
veena: you are pretty much my life, my world, my best friend. in the past few months we have both been through a lot and i love you to death. you will always be close to me. this summer we will have amazing memories made.
syd: you were my best friend for a very long time. we had ups, we had downs, we had some of the best times of our life. you mean so much to me and it hurts that i cant be with you more often. we'll set a date and keep it soon. APRILL 22ND will go down in history.
all my ho's: i love you guys. you come to vegas and start drama, i get put in the middle but i still love you. i cant help but to. youve introduced me to some things i would have liked to have not gotten introduced to, but still, its made me who i am, i guess. i love ALL of you and i miss you everyday.
andy: youre my boyfriend. so i love you. this summer will be amazing. 2 months will be horrible without you, but we'll be okay.
tim: youre my boy bestfriend and i love you so much. it will be hard to leave you when i do. you mean so much to me and youre always there for me when i need you. no more last minute lunch trips together. which will be horrible. i hope everything goes well with you and your girl. you deserve it.
deanna, renee, krystal: everyone thinks we are all gay at school. thats okay though. deanna, i love you we have awesome roadtrips. renee, youre my 5th hour lover, hair dying buddy, and wife. krystal, youre my little shit. you never do what youre told but i love you for it. and youre a hard person to leave.
kristen b.: dyke ass bitch. :] i love you. and i WILL miss you. even though we dont hang out much anymore. i still remember the first night we did when we went to a random show together and had fun. i love you and i will always remember you. and im glad your hair never fell out.
jenn: youve helped me out so much in beoming who i am and i love you for it. youre an amazing person and no one should be able to tell you otherwise. you have a heart that a lot of people arent fortunate enough to come in contact with. you seriously, are a unique and loving person, and im glad to say ive had you in my life.
kim w.: you made me join the navy you ho. youre the reason im writing all this shit. but i love you none the less. you have changed for the better and you have gotten your life on track and i admire you for that in every way possible.
kim s.: you probably wont even see this, so i dont know why im writing it. but thats not the point. i love you, i love uso much. we have so many memories together, we cant listen to one cd without tearing up and remember times we were never apart. and the reason that the "i love uso much" looks like that is because this keyboard is fucked up and wont erase it right. its supposed to say "i love you so much." haha so yeah. i will miss you so much.
V-Money: youre one of my best friends ever. we dont talk much but you know pretty much everything about me in such a short amount of time. you and your drunk pasta nights used to make me laugh so hard. i love you and i will NEVER forget you. vivi, youre such an amazing person.
michael: i miss you. i wrote you a letter and you never wrote back, you jerk. but i still miss you. and yeah, i have many quarters to send you. be mean more often.
ALL MY 15 YEAR OLD TOUGH ASSES: dont worry kids, by the time i come back and visit you all will only be like 17 so i will see you if i come back and go to a show. dont ever grow up. i cant imagine any of you any older. keep staying young and making them hot older boys feel like they should be im jail. i love every single one of you, probably because youre all tougher than me. KATIE; YOU NEED TO KEEP LIFTING WEIGHTS. JASMINE; IM GLAD YOU SPELL YOURE NAME NORMAL AGAIN, HAHA ILY. CIERRA; YOUR EARS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BIGGER THAN MINE SO THUMBS UP TO YOU. i love you guys. stay true; haha, sorry i had to say it, but seriously guys. please dont get pregnant or anything while im gone, or get into drugs or let anyone tell you anything. and dont get in anymore fights. <3
JASON MF HUSKEY: actually, you have kinda impacted my life. we used to talk all the time. and you made up my journal name. now, all you ever have to say to me is that my septum piercing is ugly. but if you didnt, who would? lots of people im sure. but it is nice to say hi to you when i do see you. and i read your journal and i really just want you to be happy. cause all together i know youre a nice guy and you have a lot to offer people. and what little i know about you, you have a lot to offer. i really thought it was amazing of you when you decided to go against what everyone said to find yourself and make yourself a better person. i wish more people were like you. i kinda wish we were still friends.
i guess this is all. this is my early morning school rant. but thats okay.