Oct 16, 2007 15:51
pinapatay ako ng up college of medicine. yes karl, kung binabasa mo man ito, medyo alangan ako sa exam kanina. i don't know if i'll get enough points to get by. kinompute ko na yun kailangan ko. considering my derma grade, anlayo pa rin talaga ng kailangan kong habulin para umiwas sa removals. such is life. and here i am planning stuff for the unsure future that is sembreak. hindi ko alam kung kelan ko ba talaga sasabihin na "i'm free!!!" bukas, most of my classmates will be rejoicing their freedom from medschool *at least for <1 month* pero ako, may head and neck pa. grabe naman kasi, pasado na ako eh. mas mataas pa grade ko sa ibang exempted. life is unfair. :( naiiyak na ako. because of 1 stupid point. 1 FREAKIN' POINT and i have to take the finals. 1 FREAKIN POINT. grabe, what 1 moment of being careless would cost me. sana maipasa ko lahat ito, or else, ayoko na ata bumalik pa next sem kung ganun... :(
and our research subject is not helping. dito ko nafifeel na sobrang gustong gusto ko ang gagawin ko, pero nooo they're making it hard for us to love research. tapos na ang abstract, pinarevise pa. fault naman nila un kasi hindi sila naglabas ng format. capsule proposal naman pala gusto nila. frustration = medlife.