Id be lying
id be lying if i said i wasnt still in love with you
id be lying if i said i never thought about you
id be lying if i said that you never hurt me
id be lying if i said that i could do without you in my life
id be lying if i said that you never made me happy
id be lying if i said i never wanted to see you again
id be lying if i said i never wanted to be with you again
i believe that we are still going to end up together. i cant shake the feeling. it still feels wrong to be without you. i know its a good thing and im glad that we are apart right now. its perfect for me and i know that its good for you too. the thought that keeps me going is knowing that in the end, its you and me.
I never thought that i would be okay with not having you as my other half. i am though and im proud of myself for understanding that i was in an unhealthy relationship with u. im also glad that we are leading seperate lives right now. im able to learn how to relive my life for me. i still want to take care of you and be near you, but nows not the time. i know that you feel the same way and that thought makes me happy. The fact that i am now able to not live next to my phone waiting for you to call and plan my life according to what you want to do makes me so happy. i still get dissapointed and annoyed when i dont hear from you, but thats something that im slowly stopping. im realizing everything that went wrong, how it went wrong, why, and how it could habe been avoided. i would love to put all the blame on you, but that would be so wrong. i also want to say that if all of it wasnt your fault, then most of it was...but that too would be wrong. it takes 2 people to have a relationship, it takes 2 people to make or break it. I know that i never did anything to ever hurt you the way you've hurt me, but when i think about it, i really left you no choice to do the hurtful things you did any other way. like i said though, i would love to blame everything on you. i would love to blame my broken heart on you, my depresion on you, our failed relationship on you, but its not true. i def helped it out. im thick headed and i cant take a hint and im clingy and i can be dependent. i love you. i know that you love me. everything happens for a reason. we need this time to make our lives work. we need to think about ourselves at the moment.
i know its the right thing and i know that i will okay. if its meant to be, it will.
But i can never say that i dont love you...
its you...only you in my heart....maybe you will be replaced, but i dont want you to be, but if i find myself in someone else's arms, know that i would want it to be you....just not right now
you can still make me smile better than anyone else can
Another season slipping through your fingers
Another minute lasting for an hour
Another voice thats calling from inside of you
you wish your life was never so demanding
you wished your dreams were never so comanding
your slipping through your world through your tv screen
and its you
its only you
you play the fool but only you were laughing
you got thr style but naked on the inside
you got it all or maybe its just got you
you're freaking out when noboodys around you
you're freaking out when everyone surrounds you
then again, i know whats on your mind
and its you
its only you
you forget what its like to understand that you put up and feel all streched out
you loose yourself where everyone can find you
you play the game so everyone can beat you
you standing tall and never looked so small
youre smiling wide but crying on the inside
you sing along to songs you cant relate to becase your life is pushing overdrive
and its you
its only you.....
Flynn -"You"
id be lying if i said i never thought about you
id be lying if i said that you never hurt me
id be lying if i said that i could do without you in my life
id be lying if i said that you never made me happy
id be lying if i said i never wanted to see you again
id be lying if i said i never wanted to be with you again
i believe that we are still going to end up together. i cant shake the feeling. it still feels wrong to be without you. i know its a good thing and im glad that we are apart right now. its perfect for me and i know that its good for you too. the thought that keeps me going is knowing that in the end, its you and me.
I never thought that i would be okay with not having you as my other half. i am though and im proud of myself for understanding that i was in an unhealthy relationship with u. im also glad that we are leading seperate lives right now. im able to learn how to relive my life for me. i still want to take care of you and be near you, but nows not the time. i know that you feel the same way and that thought makes me happy. The fact that i am now able to not live next to my phone waiting for you to call and plan my life according to what you want to do makes me so happy. i still get dissapointed and annoyed when i dont hear from you, but thats something that im slowly stopping. im realizing everything that went wrong, how it went wrong, why, and how it could habe been avoided. i would love to put all the blame on you, but that would be so wrong. i also want to say that if all of it wasnt your fault, then most of it was...but that too would be wrong. it takes 2 people to have a relationship, it takes 2 people to make or break it. I know that i never did anything to ever hurt you the way you've hurt me, but when i think about it, i really left you no choice to do the hurtful things you did any other way. like i said though, i would love to blame everything on you. i would love to blame my broken heart on you, my depresion on you, our failed relationship on you, but its not true. i def helped it out. im thick headed and i cant take a hint and im clingy and i can be dependent. i love you. i know that you love me. everything happens for a reason. we need this time to make our lives work. we need to think about ourselves at the moment.
i know its the right thing and i know that i will okay. if its meant to be, it will.
But i can never say that i dont love you...
its you...only you in my heart....maybe you will be replaced, but i dont want you to be, but if i find myself in someone else's arms, know that i would want it to be you....just not right now
you can still make me smile better than anyone else can
Another season slipping through your fingers
Another minute lasting for an hour
Another voice thats calling from inside of you
you wish your life was never so demanding
you wished your dreams were never so comanding
your slipping through your world through your tv screen
and its you
its only you
you play the fool but only you were laughing
you got thr style but naked on the inside
you got it all or maybe its just got you
you're freaking out when noboodys around you
you're freaking out when everyone surrounds you
then again, i know whats on your mind
and its you
its only you
you forget what its like to understand that you put up and feel all streched out
you loose yourself where everyone can find you
you play the game so everyone can beat you
you standing tall and never looked so small
youre smiling wide but crying on the inside
you sing along to songs you cant relate to becase your life is pushing overdrive
and its you
its only you.....
Flynn -"You"