Apr 29, 2004 21:27
Today at school was fine, nothing exciting, but after school i had my first guitar lesson it was bad ass! i love playing the guitar so much! But then after that i came home i feel so drained. i dont know why i have been getting lots of sleep. And i keep thinking on what i want to do. i got get great grades i didnt get great act scores. i am not really i school person so why go to college? but what eles is there to do? i dont want to be nothing. i dont know what to do i am realy confused and it's really getting to me. Today at volleyball i could barly play good becuase i kept on thinking about my future. I know its not abnormal to feel this way, but it depressing me i dont know waht to do. i know i shouldnt really be worrying about it i am only a juniour but i cant help it. i hate it!!!