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im so cool, im listening to hawthorne heights...haha...sheeeeit. <3
Went out with jenni today, went to the old port and chilled for a while, broke the rules and smoked in her new car, went to ambers and played video games, amber naired my back. Jade insisted that i take my pants and shirt off and run around in ambers combat boots while wearing her hanafords apron so she could take pictures. Worst idea ever. Ate nerds, got sad, ambers leaving, she tells me shes not but i dont know what to believe anymore.
I feel happy today, im not so sure of what to do with myself, with all of this happiness, im not quite sure how to apply it yet, but im figuring it out. People disgust me, mostly men, or people of the male subcategory. I dont like how they handle themselves or carry themselves, or how they portray themselves to females. Its just bothersome. Maybe i am a lesbian, haha, sex is overrated as well.
♥standing on the edge of morning
scent of sex and new found glory playing
as she's pulling back her hair♥
I smell like a hair salon, too bad i havent washed my hair in a week. I need to find a new job, or at least call pats, i think chris is out of town at the moment though, Even if i cant work during the winter at pats, id be perfectly happy doing ice cream this year.
So people have the instinct to say that they dont care, and i know perfectly well that i do care about alot of situations, sometimes i really dont though, i go through phases where it annoys me or makes me angry, but its just a moment. And the hypocrits, the hypocrits that say they dont care and blame others for doing the same shit they do. Thats one thing that does piss me off, the type of group of people whos motto is "i dont care, lets just have fun, fuck the drama" They spend more than half of their time creating drama or at least keeping it going, they spend more than 75% of their time lying about not caring when in fact they must, if they didnt they would have just dropped the whole situation 6 hours ago. People can be arrogant and ignorant and so blind. "People; meaning more than one, including myself" You cant exclude people from these things, you cant excuse people either, everyone is the same in one way or another and always will be. YOU ARE NOT ORIGINAL, YOU ARE NOT UNIQUE, YOU ARE NOT DIFFERENT, YOU HAVE THE SAME PROBLEMS THE PERSON SITTING NEXT TO YOU HAS, YOU ARE NOT SUPERIOR, YOU ARE NOT INFERIOR, you are simply who you are. So if you are who you are, then why cant you accept other people for who they are, not hold their mind set against them? We all bleed, cry, fight, fuck, eat, argue, feel, die, live, walk, leave...
Went out with jenni today, went to the old port and chilled for a while, broke the rules and smoked in her new car, went to ambers and played video games, amber naired my back. Jade insisted that i take my pants and shirt off and run around in ambers combat boots while wearing her hanafords apron so she could take pictures. Worst idea ever. Ate nerds, got sad, ambers leaving, she tells me shes not but i dont know what to believe anymore.
I feel happy today, im not so sure of what to do with myself, with all of this happiness, im not quite sure how to apply it yet, but im figuring it out. People disgust me, mostly men, or people of the male subcategory. I dont like how they handle themselves or carry themselves, or how they portray themselves to females. Its just bothersome. Maybe i am a lesbian, haha, sex is overrated as well.
♥standing on the edge of morning
scent of sex and new found glory playing
as she's pulling back her hair♥
I smell like a hair salon, too bad i havent washed my hair in a week. I need to find a new job, or at least call pats, i think chris is out of town at the moment though, Even if i cant work during the winter at pats, id be perfectly happy doing ice cream this year.
So people have the instinct to say that they dont care, and i know perfectly well that i do care about alot of situations, sometimes i really dont though, i go through phases where it annoys me or makes me angry, but its just a moment. And the hypocrits, the hypocrits that say they dont care and blame others for doing the same shit they do. Thats one thing that does piss me off, the type of group of people whos motto is "i dont care, lets just have fun, fuck the drama" They spend more than half of their time creating drama or at least keeping it going, they spend more than 75% of their time lying about not caring when in fact they must, if they didnt they would have just dropped the whole situation 6 hours ago. People can be arrogant and ignorant and so blind. "People; meaning more than one, including myself" You cant exclude people from these things, you cant excuse people either, everyone is the same in one way or another and always will be. YOU ARE NOT ORIGINAL, YOU ARE NOT UNIQUE, YOU ARE NOT DIFFERENT, YOU HAVE THE SAME PROBLEMS THE PERSON SITTING NEXT TO YOU HAS, YOU ARE NOT SUPERIOR, YOU ARE NOT INFERIOR, you are simply who you are. So if you are who you are, then why cant you accept other people for who they are, not hold their mind set against them? We all bleed, cry, fight, fuck, eat, argue, feel, die, live, walk, leave...