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I wonder how strange it is that the longer I'm here, the more unreal it seems. Things have been disturbingly quiet but I'm not going to be the one to say it out loud. It's still warm and when I'm not in Cinna's shop I'm usually in the woods but a year doesn't make a big difference here. They would feel foreign whether I was here for five or ten years, because they are; everything here is.
When Rue left some part of me thought we would leave too. Wanting to go back to what I know isn't surprising since it's what I've wanted since getting here, but lately I've been wondering what 'getting back' means. As far as I know, all of us are still alive except Rue, but that's just it. As far as I know. Rue had no heartbeat, was cold. It would be impossible to forget that. But nothing is for certain, as far as I can tell. I gave up finding out what Cinna (and I think Finnick) aren't telling me, aren't telling Peeta either, but maybe I should ask again. I've been saying to myself that it won't make any difference to find out, but maybe it would.
Cinna is busy right now and I don't trust Finnick to tell me the whole truth. October is almost here. I guess I should ask before then, knowing that month's track record.
September was so tame I wonder if they'll try to make up for it. I wouldn't have cared at all about the color disappearing, if it wasn't for the paintings that Peeta has done and Cinna's designs.
. . .
Does anyone know why the City has a graveyard?
Even the dead walk around, so I don't really see the point.
When Rue left some part of me thought we would leave too. Wanting to go back to what I know isn't surprising since it's what I've wanted since getting here, but lately I've been wondering what 'getting back' means. As far as I know, all of us are still alive except Rue, but that's just it. As far as I know. Rue had no heartbeat, was cold. It would be impossible to forget that. But nothing is for certain, as far as I can tell. I gave up finding out what Cinna (and I think Finnick) aren't telling me, aren't telling Peeta either, but maybe I should ask again. I've been saying to myself that it won't make any difference to find out, but maybe it would.
Cinna is busy right now and I don't trust Finnick to tell me the whole truth. October is almost here. I guess I should ask before then, knowing that month's track record.
September was so tame I wonder if they'll try to make up for it. I wouldn't have cared at all about the color disappearing, if it wasn't for the paintings that Peeta has done and Cinna's designs.
. . .
Does anyone know why the City has a graveyard?
Even the dead walk around, so I don't really see the point.