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So, the subject is a lyric from Frou frous' song "Hear me out". Aside from that, hello to anyone and everyone! How're you all? I hope life is good.
^ That was a previous post that I apparently never posted, instead saved for later. Coincidentally I'm actually listening or that very song, on repeat, at the moment. Though some new songs I've loved are "lost" & "monks" both by frank ocean. Life has carried on from whatever supposed catastrophe was happening in my life back whenever I had posted on here last. I'm currently a junior in high school, I have three B's (two 86's and an 87), and four A's (one of them is a ninety though >.<"). Not too sure what i want to be in life, considering something along the lines of pediatrician, therapist, or psychologist. Though planning ahead for the future, as in class wise, is making me quite miserable. The dilemma is that i should take the third year of healthcare, nursing essentials, to see if i'm cut out for being anything medical. The issue is that I don't want to, though at the same time I do. Also add in the fact that we can only take three electives and nursing essentials shall require the space of two electives, since we'd be doing clinicals at the hospice and all. I also want to take AP psychology, to venture into the psychologist/therapist side. That all is for my future. What I enjoy and actually WANT to take are Art second year, (b/c I had taken my first year of art in ninth grade), along with the third year of culinary arts. This would've went perfectly with AP psychology and that what I requested of my counsellor when I went to choose my classes for next year. Somehow I have been roped into nursing essentials and AP psychology. I signed up for AP economics, honors anatomy, honors British literature, and regular math. next year doesn't seem too pleasant, bit then again, i thought i'd despise my eleventh grade classes as well, and the only ones i despise are my batshit crazy spanish teacher, my ditzy healthcare teacher, and my dumbfuck math teacher. Aside from all that, I'm currently sick as a dog, which the saying doesn't make much sense to me, but I feel it's necessary. I went to the doctor today and I've lost some weight, thank goodness. I am currently close friends with Amberjhay and Gilbert, Deon is still considered a Greta friend, just not as close. She has taken into adventuring with lucid dreaming actually, just a little cool fact about her currently. I remember whining about Diana being a fake friend before, I'm associates with her. She is in my healthcare class this year. I have taken to drinking Bigelow green tea with pomegranate and I add honey to make it sweet. The flavor is evident, but not overpowering, and overall it's delicious. I also like great values "indulgent" trail mix; basically a medley of golden raisins, dried cranberries, some nuts, and lots of chocolate chips c; Um I kind of have a crush on this guy named Qua, but nothing shall ever come of it because I refuse to act upon my feelings, considering it would hugely contradict me considering myself a Muslim and all. Actually, I don't know why exactly, but I don't think I'll claim any religion, once I'm out of this house. Yes I'll still have morals, but no I will not claim any religion. I'm currently sitting here on my red chair, typing this up in my sisters ipad because my mom took my iPod from me, [ little do they know that I know everyone's passwords; Muahahahah c: ] and I got out my shower like an hour ago but I am feeling too lazy to get up and moisturize my skin, (I have really bad genes for skin, from no one in my family apparently, unfortunately), and even it clothes on. Granted, that is the reason I am currently a bit cold, but oh we'll, every action has its consequence. Life has progressed a lot, looking back on how it was during ninth grade or so. I still read books for enjoyment, but I think that is the one constant in my life :) I shall leave this post with that last sentence because I find that quite comforting and quite fitting, for whatever reason. May you all have a great day/life <3
^ That was a previous post that I apparently never posted, instead saved for later. Coincidentally I'm actually listening or that very song, on repeat, at the moment. Though some new songs I've loved are "lost" & "monks" both by frank ocean. Life has carried on from whatever supposed catastrophe was happening in my life back whenever I had posted on here last. I'm currently a junior in high school, I have three B's (two 86's and an 87), and four A's (one of them is a ninety though >.<"). Not too sure what i want to be in life, considering something along the lines of pediatrician, therapist, or psychologist. Though planning ahead for the future, as in class wise, is making me quite miserable. The dilemma is that i should take the third year of healthcare, nursing essentials, to see if i'm cut out for being anything medical. The issue is that I don't want to, though at the same time I do. Also add in the fact that we can only take three electives and nursing essentials shall require the space of two electives, since we'd be doing clinicals at the hospice and all. I also want to take AP psychology, to venture into the psychologist/therapist side. That all is for my future. What I enjoy and actually WANT to take are Art second year, (b/c I had taken my first year of art in ninth grade), along with the third year of culinary arts. This would've went perfectly with AP psychology and that what I requested of my counsellor when I went to choose my classes for next year. Somehow I have been roped into nursing essentials and AP psychology. I signed up for AP economics, honors anatomy, honors British literature, and regular math. next year doesn't seem too pleasant, bit then again, i thought i'd despise my eleventh grade classes as well, and the only ones i despise are my batshit crazy spanish teacher, my ditzy healthcare teacher, and my dumbfuck math teacher. Aside from all that, I'm currently sick as a dog, which the saying doesn't make much sense to me, but I feel it's necessary. I went to the doctor today and I've lost some weight, thank goodness. I am currently close friends with Amberjhay and Gilbert, Deon is still considered a Greta friend, just not as close. She has taken into adventuring with lucid dreaming actually, just a little cool fact about her currently. I remember whining about Diana being a fake friend before, I'm associates with her. She is in my healthcare class this year. I have taken to drinking Bigelow green tea with pomegranate and I add honey to make it sweet. The flavor is evident, but not overpowering, and overall it's delicious. I also like great values "indulgent" trail mix; basically a medley of golden raisins, dried cranberries, some nuts, and lots of chocolate chips c; Um I kind of have a crush on this guy named Qua, but nothing shall ever come of it because I refuse to act upon my feelings, considering it would hugely contradict me considering myself a Muslim and all. Actually, I don't know why exactly, but I don't think I'll claim any religion, once I'm out of this house. Yes I'll still have morals, but no I will not claim any religion. I'm currently sitting here on my red chair, typing this up in my sisters ipad because my mom took my iPod from me, [ little do they know that I know everyone's passwords; Muahahahah c: ] and I got out my shower like an hour ago but I am feeling too lazy to get up and moisturize my skin, (I have really bad genes for skin, from no one in my family apparently, unfortunately), and even it clothes on. Granted, that is the reason I am currently a bit cold, but oh we'll, every action has its consequence. Life has progressed a lot, looking back on how it was during ninth grade or so. I still read books for enjoyment, but I think that is the one constant in my life :) I shall leave this post with that last sentence because I find that quite comforting and quite fitting, for whatever reason. May you all have a great day/life <3