Whom do you need to forgive? (locked from her parents))
"Strange you should ask this question... there have been days when I have really thought about this. I've been thinking about things in my past lately... you do that when you are holding an infant in your arms. There are two people I need to forgive. One... one I have mostly because hey, he has done everything he could to make things better for my husband and I. And really, I thought I had forgiven him really. But some where deep in my heart I think I still blame my father for the fact that I blame him for leaving me with the Celts. Don't get me wrong, I love my foster family with all my heart, but I wanted a really mother and father for so long."
"Yet the one I need to forgive the most... is my mother." Sighs to herself, "Except, I find it hard to do that. You see, I know what it is like... I know the motherly instinct. Even minutes after my babies were born and I was in agony, I would have gotten up and fought to keep my children with me. She is a good woman and I want to become friends with her, but I do not thing that she is someone I ever will be able to forgive, even if I need to."
"There are one or more other people as well... the one/s who took me. Except, I know for a fact that I will never be able to do that. I lost over two millennia with my real family."
"So really, my father I have forgiven in my own way. Yet the others... I can't. Not yet."
"Yet the one I need to forgive the most... is my mother." Sighs to herself, "Except, I find it hard to do that. You see, I know what it is like... I know the motherly instinct. Even minutes after my babies were born and I was in agony, I would have gotten up and fought to keep my children with me. She is a good woman and I want to become friends with her, but I do not thing that she is someone I ever will be able to forgive, even if I need to."
"There are one or more other people as well... the one/s who took me. Except, I know for a fact that I will never be able to do that. I lost over two millennia with my real family."
"So really, my father I have forgiven in my own way. Yet the others... I can't. Not yet."