"i'd rather have lived a short life with larry than face a long life without him."
--vivien leigh in 1960
Darling, this is awky to write you will understand, but I know what a horror it must have been for you, and I want to say thank you for undergoing it all for my sake. You did nobly and bravely and beautifully and I am very oh so sorry that it must have been such hell for you, and I am dearly grateful to you for enduring it and setting me free to enjoy what is infinitely happy for me. Oh God Vivling how I do pray that you will find happiness and contentment now. I pray that I may take off from you some of your unhappiness on to myself and I must say it seems to work from this end as your unhappiness is a torment to me; and the thought of it a constant nightmare. Perhaps now it may be allowed to gently lift off and blow softly away. That's all for now... Your L.