Feb 27, 2006 23:28
i realize that all of my problems and issues stem from self-pity. i've been having trouble not only this semester, or this year, but just in general, all the time. it's pathetic. there are always those amazing people who don't believe in self-pity b/c it gets you nowhere - there's no use in whining, no one cares, it's not going to make things better. you just have to focus on what's at hand, live day to day, but i hate that expression as well, b/c it's unrealistic, as in this day, there are deadlines and rules. but now i'm just going to concentrate, have a sort of tunnel vision on what i want to accomplish, but still keep my peripherals there to of course 'keep in mind the bigger picture' um... yeah, so that's what is going to happen.