Apr 03, 2013 22:07
When I think about it, I'm a total bitch.
People say I'm not, but really I am.
I don't give a shit that I'm a heartbreaker. I label myself as one and I'm actually kind of proud of it.
"When and where did I become such a monster?"
My defense is that I'd rather break hearts than have my own heart broken. But then am I treating this all as a game?
I don't even know myself. But I want to find a cute guy and settle in a relationship. A slooowww one. Not too serious, since I'm leaving in September.
(before that, I need to lose like 1000 pounds T^T) and get better skin (TT^TT)
Why do I get so cocky? I'm not pretty (I'm fat and I have disgusting skin) and I have no experiences. sigh
let's go lei woooooo
dramarama,
japan adventures 2012-2013,
free talk,
love talk,
health report,
college life