Just one more unnecessarily negative entry.....
'Just one more' as in one of many, not as in this is the last one, sadly. I know. It annoys me too. I'm glad I'm not my own friend;I would drive me crazy. All I can say is I'm trying to get better. My psychologist thinks I'm improving, at lest. I did mention that my main problem has been labeled as anxiety stemming from relationships and intrapersonal (inter?) interactions, right?
Actually, I'm a lot better now. I just came back from a 3 night camping trip with my dad, my sister, and my dad's friend and his two kids (It was our 13th annual trip) adn I'm a bit bitter about returning to civilization, but otherwise I've cooled down a lot. I got home and slept for 13 hours. There's just so lousy a worldview you can take after 13 hours of sleep. My mood is lightened by the facts that: a.My employer is out of town, b. I have no plans or obligations today, c. I have two friends who actually want me do to something with them, and d. That c actually seems like a good thing and not a burden.
One nagging thought has been bugging me for awhile. When's the last time I've actually won at soemthing? What am I better at than anyone else I know? I can't think of anything, and I'm sick of losing. Hey, so if you know....
Since I'm asking you guys, I thought it was only fair to tell you as well.
Who is better than everyone I know at what:
Maria--Dance, making friends (tied with my knight for that one, but it doesn't hurt her as much to do it)
Ella--Doing the crazy or brave thing no one else is willing to do, acting
Al Driz--Performing (any odd thing he thinks of)
Gwen (not sure if she reads this)--Making awkward moments not awkward, not going crazy (when anyone else would)
Steev--Making me personally feel comfortable, all aviation-related things, biking (tied with the Big Bear)
THese are the only people who read my LJ, so I'm just putting them up. Not that the other people I know don't have any talents.
Actually, I'm a lot better now. I just came back from a 3 night camping trip with my dad, my sister, and my dad's friend and his two kids (It was our 13th annual trip) adn I'm a bit bitter about returning to civilization, but otherwise I've cooled down a lot. I got home and slept for 13 hours. There's just so lousy a worldview you can take after 13 hours of sleep. My mood is lightened by the facts that: a.My employer is out of town, b. I have no plans or obligations today, c. I have two friends who actually want me do to something with them, and d. That c actually seems like a good thing and not a burden.
One nagging thought has been bugging me for awhile. When's the last time I've actually won at soemthing? What am I better at than anyone else I know? I can't think of anything, and I'm sick of losing. Hey, so if you know....
Since I'm asking you guys, I thought it was only fair to tell you as well.
Who is better than everyone I know at what:
Maria--Dance, making friends (tied with my knight for that one, but it doesn't hurt her as much to do it)
Ella--Doing the crazy or brave thing no one else is willing to do, acting
Al Driz--Performing (any odd thing he thinks of)
Gwen (not sure if she reads this)--Making awkward moments not awkward, not going crazy (when anyone else would)
Steev--Making me personally feel comfortable, all aviation-related things, biking (tied with the Big Bear)
THese are the only people who read my LJ, so I'm just putting them up. Not that the other people I know don't have any talents.