Life's not simple enough
Dang i miss last year........ i swear 2002 was the best year ever. i was talking to marie, old friend we usto party with, uhhhhh i miss her and last summer and spring. damn we had soooo much fun. and being in love and having major crushes, being heart broke. now i don't know if i'm capable of loving someone again for reals i just don't see myself being like that with some one just the fact that it can all be lies and whatever really changes my persective. i'm sooo afraid i'll never REALLY love someone again. but oh well. i miss last year, before my rent's were really going psycho thinking i'm up to something contanstly they trusted me a lil bit which is better then NON. wow time flies. man i miss marie i still remember saying good-bai to her that night/morning and that morning going to sleep.....it was sooo sad. damn how i wish it was summer again......... ok off to shower and dream bout last year i'll update bout my weekend later.