Oct 09, 2006 19:16
i know i can strangle someone if i wanted to, but i sure learn from my mistakes and i'm so nicer now, more patient and more tolerant of others...
i never thought mean girls do exist!!! and they're out to get me..friends, i'm no mean girl. but i can really be a bitch if i wanted to. but james and kevin said i shan't...i remember that...but what do i do when i'm the one being bitched!?
i'm afraid i said goodbye to someone who could have been more than a friend...you know how i try to avoid or block guys right? once, i put my defenses down and believed...once i followed my heart...i swear, i did! and this is where it brought me...hurt.
for once, i followed my heart when my brain said it's gonna hurt...then i followed my head to make my heart feel somehow better...and all i ahve right now is my faith...i so am keeping my faith in this one...i have my fingers crossed...please...please...please...my heart and my head feels good on this one...my brain says have faith...my heart says..have faith...i shall keep the faith.
with or without the bitches around us, he hasn't failed me, let not this be the first :(