Feb 07, 2006 19:04
Why does he love me? Almost a year and things are wonderful...so why now am I afraid? This fear has overcome me the last couple days, and I'm scared to death of losing him. Its nothing thats been said or done,I know he loves me...but why? and is it too good to be true? I'm 34 years old with nothing but severely dysfunctional relationships in my past, 3 very young kids who are a handful, their father who will most likely always be a pain in any relationship, I could go on for hours... I'm not any great catch by any means.
How can I expect anyone to want to be in a relationship with me...I carry so much baggage. Why does he want to be with me?? Am I being stupidly unrealistic in thinking we have a future together?