the most honest ive ever been with myself.

Apr 17, 2006 00:48

im doing this just for me. i could care less if i had 1 fan or 50. although last count was 36 plus 21. if something that i started on my own in my bedroom when i had nothing else to do turns out to be liked by someone else who isnt trying to impress me..im happy. i had no expectations..im still nervous at every turn and never let any of the compliments get to me. i dont cry out for attention like the rest or ask for 'their' opinions on my music..although i respect the people who can do that. i dont try and force this stuff down peoples throat because i know that not everyone will like it.
ill leave it up to them to decide..all i leave is a small link (purevolume.com/thefuss and /ailanchristopherproject) and they can make up their own mind..and when they like it they wont tell me because ive proved them all wrong..and when they dont like it theyll tell me for sure..because they think they knew it all along.
fuck them. fuck the bands who steal my thoughts and ideas and pass it off as their own. im not a muse..or a vessel to steal ideas from.
also..
i hate their smug attitudes..the 'hardcore' kids who won't respect a band for accomplishments that are staring everyone rite in the face...selling a million cd's doesnt mean a band sucks..it means you dislike them.
unless your milli vanili you were a major part in the creative process that sold all those cd's.
oh well im to tired to go on.

-ailan
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