at some point
spilling out ...
or was I looking for the word falling out.
oh yeah. ---> just feels like spilling out more than actually falling ... you know ... instead of free falling out, its more like spilling out of a vessel getting dour and empty inside ...
Besides, haven arguments once again with my ex. I know I'm screwing up my studies ... again. If not for the reminders at home, there's those in my classes, much reference and thanks to my lectureres ... oops I mean tutors / moderators / facilitators coz that's their job ... not to teach but to guide .. What the FVCK is that all about :( .. *steam and phiddle* ....
Yeah so not doing do good. Getting screwed ... and never in a good way :(
oh yeah ... not getting screwed also is a real downer.
Sweepstakes hopping downer. Maybe its not so much the sex, but the need to fill the wanting void when I sit down with my fav. series or TV and have no one to touch ./ or share it with ( even if *he* doesnt nkow anything about it. Wait ... is patience really a lost virtue .. or maybe tolerance ...
*grooomph*
Gee i hope its the stomache flu i have now and not me talking. ( ---> 'tis safer to assume its not me, ignorance is bliss even unto oneslef )
*SHRIEK* ...... maybe I should stop running my RP's altoether. Nah ... too many people on, I cant just stop all 3 RPG's groups. *sigh* espically the one thats been on for years now :( so sad ...
maybe i'll get over it tomrrow .. yeah its a 24 hours thing ..
really ?
I hope.
Yinn
*cracked*
or was I looking for the word falling out.
oh yeah. ---> just feels like spilling out more than actually falling ... you know ... instead of free falling out, its more like spilling out of a vessel getting dour and empty inside ...
Besides, haven arguments once again with my ex. I know I'm screwing up my studies ... again. If not for the reminders at home, there's those in my classes, much reference and thanks to my lectureres ... oops I mean tutors / moderators / facilitators coz that's their job ... not to teach but to guide .. What the FVCK is that all about :( .. *steam and phiddle* ....
Yeah so not doing do good. Getting screwed ... and never in a good way :(
oh yeah ... not getting screwed also is a real downer.
Sweepstakes hopping downer. Maybe its not so much the sex, but the need to fill the wanting void when I sit down with my fav. series or TV and have no one to touch ./ or share it with ( even if *he* doesnt nkow anything about it. Wait ... is patience really a lost virtue .. or maybe tolerance ...
*grooomph*
Gee i hope its the stomache flu i have now and not me talking. ( ---> 'tis safer to assume its not me, ignorance is bliss even unto oneslef )
*SHRIEK* ...... maybe I should stop running my RP's altoether. Nah ... too many people on, I cant just stop all 3 RPG's groups. *sigh* espically the one thats been on for years now :( so sad ...
maybe i'll get over it tomrrow .. yeah its a 24 hours thing ..
really ?
I hope.
Yinn
*cracked*