Feb 21, 2008 19:30
I don't know what's going on or why I feel this way...
I just want more and more of you .__. You seem forbidden though.. in a way I can't explain. It's just the way it is.
Thinking about the times we've had together. They feel secret somehow, but it's cozy. Those are memories I will never forget, no matter what!
We have something, but I don't know what.
Jeez, right now I have a stomach ache and it burns inside of some reason.. I feel dizzy and such. Confused even... Am I in love? :O
Our next meeting feels forbidden too .__. dunno why, but it does. I really hate it...
Shit, there are so many feelings inside, and I can't seem to talk about them either : O I don't even know the name of all these feelings.
But I recognize agony, pain, happiness, sadness, the feeling of longing for something and missing something .__.
I hate being so eager... Because of that I cannot keep my mouth shut, and that is the reason why I'm in this situation >.<
All I'm asking for is your tenderness and closeness, because I love you .__. <3