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[aikido_2_dan]

[Locked from Heiji and Ginzo (Since she doesn't want authority in her world to know.)]

I want to...go somewhere else. I don't know where, but I need to get away for a while.

I can make up a story for my parents for why I'm going somewhere, but I can't stay in Osaka right now.

I just can't face him right now need to take a break for a while.

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Hakuba is not an authority? >3

[clockmaster]

You can stay on my house if you want. We have a guess room, and my family is used to visitors. My father will not mind. [he miss Alizé as much as i do, company will be nice]

That way you don't have to leave Japan.

He's not an authority figure who gets annoyed by his own daughter running off to other worlds.

[aikido_2_dan]

Well, someone invited me for their trip home. I'm gonna try that first. The farther from Heiji, the better.

Maybe what I need to do is leave Japan for a while.

Aaaah, right. He isn't ^^'

[clockmaster]

Who? Do you know him? [Most of the people here is crazy, that can be dangerous...]

You can run away problems, Kazuha-san.

Re: Aaaah, right. He isn't ^^'

[aikido_2_dan]

No, but I already checked. He's a pretty naive guy. He didn't even get why a girl might think he's devious in offering to take her on a trip.

I'm not running away from a problem! I just can't deal with it right away.

[clockmaster]

It can be an act. Eris can be nice too, but it's not true. [he can be lying, that's easy.]

Then why you can't stay there? [Same thing, Kazuha.]

[aikido_2_dan]

But he can't hide his inner thoughts. I asked him bluntly, so something would have come up to give a clue he was being devious.

Because I need to get away! Is that so bad! Everywhere around here will just make me think of Heiji and if decides to bug me, he can find your house!

[clockmaster]

If he's in enough control of himself, he can do that. [I'm just care about your safety.]

It will not solve anything. [He will not discover that you're here. And there's always the laboratory, he doesn't know about it.]

[aikido_2_dan]

If he was in that in control, then he'd have to be a really serious bad guy, and there's no reason a serious bad guy would go after me. After all,it's not like anyone who might have a bad guy after them trusts me with anything important!

I know it won't, but if Akako-san said she couldn't trust you, that she can't have you involved in her life would you want to see her right away?!

[clockmaster]

...You never talked to the problematic gods? Loki, eris, Coyote,..they have a way with words.[Because we don't want anyone killed.]

Yes. Because I love her. Yes, I would.

[aikido_2_dan]

He can't worldhop on his own, so he can't be a god. So stupid, not even thinking of what everyone else feels!

Well, I can't! If I see Heiji now...

He won't tell me anything anymore! He won't trust me! No matter how much I worry and want to help, how can I if I don't even know what the problem is! I'm supposed to be his best friend! The one who will always be there for him, but he doesn't trust me so much he doesn't want me involved in his life anymore!

[clockmaster]

Uhm...he can still be dangerous. [We do. But people always complain about being left aside and never really try to understand why we do it. We are worried about what can happen to you all, it's not easy to live pushing everyone away but you all never...fuck. Damn virus. Forget it.]

Fine then. Just keep it inside forever. [Like he does. You two are just perfect for each other.]

He must have his reasons.

That paragraph in Kazuha's last post was supposed to be yello. =/

[aikido_2_dan]

Then I'll take him down. Maybe venting will be good too if that's the case.

...I am not going to keep it inside, but if I see Heiji now... I'll just end up crying and yelling at him and forgive him because I hate being angry at him.

Oh, of COURSE he has his reasons.

Everyone always has their reasons.

But what he isn't thinking about is what I'll feel. He doesn't want me in danger? What about him?! I'd rather die than have him die when I could have helped him! If I got involved, it'd be my choice! Instead of acting like some sort of knight, he should just trust me!

Oooops

[clockmaster]

I know about boxing and fencing, if you need venting we can do it together. [....ok, that sounded better on my head.]

If yous saw him...what?

You should respect them then. [Pprobably what will hurt him the most would be to see you in danger, it's that so difficult to see? Akako is like you.]

[aikido_2_dan]

I shouldn't always resort to violence, but if the guy makes it that way, then he can have all my anger.

I don't want to forgive him for this! I can't...I hate being just brushed off like that!

So it doesn't matter tha fact he's off getting hurt and I can't do a damn thing about it because he WON'T TELL ME ANYTHING doesn't matter?! At least he'd be able to know what happened!

If he died, will anyone tell the truth or just lie because of this 'danger'?!

[clockmaster]

If he can't worldhop and you can't either how are you planing to go to his world?

Ok. You are not going to forgive him. What's the other option? You're going to hate your best friend for the rest of your life because he cares for your safety? [Sounds like a wonderful plan]

... [Good question. Depends I guess.]

She's really hurt, poor dear, and lashing out and being pessimistic.

[aikido_2_dan]

He's got a ride.

You're going to guilt trip me, huh?

Well, how about this then.

If my feelings doesn't matter for the things that are important in his life, what does it matter if I hate him or not? After all, if I can't be trusted for the important things, it can only be a petty relationship on his end, don't you think?