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It's so hard on my brain
It really shouldn't be a big deal, and it shouldn't bother me
But the fact that my grandma is always down my throat about my church, because yeah sure there might have been some bad people or something..i don't know...it doesn't matter
She didn't find anything bad about the church that I go to, you know the..SPECIFIC church..only things about the ministry...which she STILL hasn't been able to pull up and show me...
She thinks I am not "freely thinking" and that I wasn't raised to just get things "shoved down my throat". Well hey...guess what. I chose this. I chose to be a Christian despite all the negative comments it gets. Oh and oh know! I am reading a book a MAN wrote. I am in love with a MAN.
Sorry I didn't grow up to be a fucking lesbian who only worships women.
I mean, jeez...talk about hypocrisy...she thinks it's okay for me to be inlove with a man, but at the same time I can't listen to what they say..? She says to respect men, but the minute I agree to men it's like I am some weak women. It is as if this entire time I always trusted men over women. Well, I don't. I just trust whatever I feel is right - regardless of sex.
I am sorry to tell you that Jesus Christ was a man.
It really shouldn't be a big deal, and it shouldn't bother me
But the fact that my grandma is always down my throat about my church, because yeah sure there might have been some bad people or something..i don't know...it doesn't matter
She didn't find anything bad about the church that I go to, you know the..SPECIFIC church..only things about the ministry...which she STILL hasn't been able to pull up and show me...
She thinks I am not "freely thinking" and that I wasn't raised to just get things "shoved down my throat". Well hey...guess what. I chose this. I chose to be a Christian despite all the negative comments it gets. Oh and oh know! I am reading a book a MAN wrote. I am in love with a MAN.
Sorry I didn't grow up to be a fucking lesbian who only worships women.
I mean, jeez...talk about hypocrisy...she thinks it's okay for me to be inlove with a man, but at the same time I can't listen to what they say..? She says to respect men, but the minute I agree to men it's like I am some weak women. It is as if this entire time I always trusted men over women. Well, I don't. I just trust whatever I feel is right - regardless of sex.
I am sorry to tell you that Jesus Christ was a man.