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[aikara]

And that's that

I am quitting
I know I can.
I broke up with smoking
I broke up with cigarettes
I have ended that chapter.

I feel bad because I broke down...got a cigarette and smoked half of it
I KNOW I let my guard down
But I am glad I did
Because I took those final drags
I prayed and said..this is it
This is my proper break up

Good by smoking
I feel even more motivated to break up with it
Because it has so much control of me

Smoking sucks...I hate it.

The end

This weekend I won't eat
I won't smoke [forever]
I am not going to eat until those cravings go away
I am going to discipline my body until those cravings go away
Each time I have a craving I will pray

This time I know why
Too bad I broke down...
But I needed it I think, because before I didn't know why I stopped smoking
But now I do...

So just like drinking, having sex, masturbation,
I am going to stop it allll
[well I don't drink or have sex lol]
I am going to work on being more pure damnit!
lol