Old Feelings ...
The longer I am away from LA
The stronger I feel the same old feelings
Of loneliness
Of helplessness
Of sadness
I feel so far away from
People who seemed so nice and close to me
When I was there
And now
That I am gone
They seem so far away and not so nice anymore
Because to them I was just a
Visitor, a tourist
And they have no idea what it meant
To me
To feel welcomed in their
Community...
I feel so useless,
Sitting here, and doing nothing
When I could be in LA
Laughing
Enjoying
H e l p i n g
Instead...
Don't know how I should live
Like that
Everyday...
Knowing that there is so much more
To do for me
But I am stuck in my little village
And there is nothing
I can do about it...
But wait ...
It seems so f*cking hard............
The stronger I feel the same old feelings
Of loneliness
Of helplessness
Of sadness
I feel so far away from
People who seemed so nice and close to me
When I was there
And now
That I am gone
They seem so far away and not so nice anymore
Because to them I was just a
Visitor, a tourist
And they have no idea what it meant
To me
To feel welcomed in their
Community...
I feel so useless,
Sitting here, and doing nothing
When I could be in LA
Laughing
Enjoying
H e l p i n g
Instead...
Don't know how I should live
Like that
Everyday...
Knowing that there is so much more
To do for me
But I am stuck in my little village
And there is nothing
I can do about it...
But wait ...
It seems so f*cking hard............