Zettai Makenai...
I've had those words in my head ever since I was young probably. I never gave up and I vowed never to either. But somehow times comes...I'm not strong enough to hold it anymore. I've lost my own courage to do anything now. I don't trust myself and I'm not confident to go on. I'm so scared for this grade 9 year. My math fast track class is one I'm so worried about. 10 people...one by one we'll all drop out, but my mark...it dropped like 10%. I can't show that mark to my parents...I can't...and if I do, I'll never be able to go out again. I can't do that...it's hard to get a 90% at all in Math Fast Track now...I'm so dead. *crying majorly* Where's Mia??? I miss her so much...I'm nothing without Mia's help...No confidence...no courage...I'm a nobody...