sick of it...
OK... i know that awards in the contests is not the only reason why am i drawing, and it certainly is not the main one either...
and still... i am totally awfully SICK of getting 4th place - the first with no awards...
It is occuring so **** often lately that it is starting to annoy me... and it pisses me off even more when i see that one or more of the awarded places is such only because it is coming from a more popular site, and other good entries, which i would at least feel honored to loose to remain even lower... (honestly, the last contest were i really did not feel disappointed for the winners was MDA finals - yes, THERE all the winner were great... As for the rest - in each of the others i have participated, at least one of the awardees did not deserve it....)
sure, it is not always the cheateful mass voting that makes the result - afterall it is not the authors fault that she has more fans or something - but it feels bad.
It is not that i would not think my site being good enough - it is getting far more visitors then i have ever expected - and i am more then happy for that. It is just when I see such results i feel terribly disappointed....
and still... i am totally awfully SICK of getting 4th place - the first with no awards...
It is occuring so **** often lately that it is starting to annoy me... and it pisses me off even more when i see that one or more of the awarded places is such only because it is coming from a more popular site, and other good entries, which i would at least feel honored to loose to remain even lower... (honestly, the last contest were i really did not feel disappointed for the winners was MDA finals - yes, THERE all the winner were great... As for the rest - in each of the others i have participated, at least one of the awardees did not deserve it....)
sure, it is not always the cheateful mass voting that makes the result - afterall it is not the authors fault that she has more fans or something - but it feels bad.
It is not that i would not think my site being good enough - it is getting far more visitors then i have ever expected - and i am more then happy for that. It is just when I see such results i feel terribly disappointed....