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[aihara]

Some peculiarity in my life.

So hard I try to starve you away,
so persistant you bounce right back at me.

No logical thoughts can keep you at bay,
Cause every fleating thoughts of you brings tears straight to my eyes.

I thought I could just let go,
bitter sweet memories have its toll.

My heart ach for you have forsaken me,
the pain I felt surprises me,
cause you have have taken root in me so deep
that i did not realise till you leave.

I miss you.