I don;t know what.
I find it funny how I tend to write only when I feel depressed or down.
Perhaps this is a source of emotional outlet. whatever the case is, I just feel like writing. Nothing in particular that I want to say but I just wanna go typing away on my laptop.
Some random junks.
Got home yesterday and had a rude shock when I found that my internet account (max online) was terminated. Apparently I brother did not pay the bills for 3 mths in a row, chalking up a total of more than 300 bucks of bad-debt. well well, finally paid and I am back online. No I made no contribution to the monthly bill at all and all I did was to whine. A thought struck me when I was in front of my laptop yesterday wihtout any internet connection.
I realised that I am POOR. In so many ways. A comfortable life now does not garantee a rosy future. I feel vulnerable even till now. Money is not everything. BUT I AM NOT READY WHEN THERE IS NO MONEY.
You know what. You don't have to read this at all. It's all my load of rubbish and to read on would only waste your time. Move on to the next article. GO.
I guess I am tired.
It's really been a long time since I wrote anything about myself.
My special semester that I took for the past 6 weeks was finally over last saturday. Am currently working part time at DSO, just beside NUS(My school).
I am hoping to graduate by the end of this year. Meaning 2 and a half years. I managed to squeezq a few modules here and there considering that I have some free credits form my summer exchange over at Suydey last year.
My result sucks. I guess even though it's been 4 Straight months of lousy results, I have yet to come to term with any of them. It's as if I do not believe in those crap that I am getting. My life is NUS is all but a JOKE. (I am not seeking attention, you don't have to read this you know. U don't have to.)
Why then do I want to blog if it's all about complaining, I am asking myself too you know. Ha, Guess I just want to write.(seeking attention? I thought maybe, but I Seriously do not think so. don't come asking me if I am okie or write any comforting reply. I AM NOT A CHARITY CASE.) ( I write for myself not you!)
Okie where was i....
Oh yah....back to my result.
I need straight As for the next 6 modules in order to be allowed to continue with honours. ( Dream on I tell myself....for someone who have not gotten a SINGLE A for the past what? 20 odd modules.. This is so unlikely.)
But I will cling on to whatever hope there is. Hold on to them till god knows when will I then WAKE UP and face the reality.
Hah. A load of crap from myself for myself. okie. I think I am sick of writing further.
I will try to write something when there is anything NICE to write about myself next time.
Till then.
Bless all.
Perhaps this is a source of emotional outlet. whatever the case is, I just feel like writing. Nothing in particular that I want to say but I just wanna go typing away on my laptop.
Some random junks.
Got home yesterday and had a rude shock when I found that my internet account (max online) was terminated. Apparently I brother did not pay the bills for 3 mths in a row, chalking up a total of more than 300 bucks of bad-debt. well well, finally paid and I am back online. No I made no contribution to the monthly bill at all and all I did was to whine. A thought struck me when I was in front of my laptop yesterday wihtout any internet connection.
I realised that I am POOR. In so many ways. A comfortable life now does not garantee a rosy future. I feel vulnerable even till now. Money is not everything. BUT I AM NOT READY WHEN THERE IS NO MONEY.
You know what. You don't have to read this at all. It's all my load of rubbish and to read on would only waste your time. Move on to the next article. GO.
I guess I am tired.
It's really been a long time since I wrote anything about myself.
My special semester that I took for the past 6 weeks was finally over last saturday. Am currently working part time at DSO, just beside NUS(My school).
I am hoping to graduate by the end of this year. Meaning 2 and a half years. I managed to squeezq a few modules here and there considering that I have some free credits form my summer exchange over at Suydey last year.
My result sucks. I guess even though it's been 4 Straight months of lousy results, I have yet to come to term with any of them. It's as if I do not believe in those crap that I am getting. My life is NUS is all but a JOKE. (I am not seeking attention, you don't have to read this you know. U don't have to.)
Why then do I want to blog if it's all about complaining, I am asking myself too you know. Ha, Guess I just want to write.(seeking attention? I thought maybe, but I Seriously do not think so. don't come asking me if I am okie or write any comforting reply. I AM NOT A CHARITY CASE.) ( I write for myself not you!)
Okie where was i....
Oh yah....back to my result.
I need straight As for the next 6 modules in order to be allowed to continue with honours. ( Dream on I tell myself....for someone who have not gotten a SINGLE A for the past what? 20 odd modules.. This is so unlikely.)
But I will cling on to whatever hope there is. Hold on to them till god knows when will I then WAKE UP and face the reality.
Hah. A load of crap from myself for myself. okie. I think I am sick of writing further.
I will try to write something when there is anything NICE to write about myself next time.
Till then.
Bless all.