Torn
I'm torn in my life.
On one hand I have a beautiful wife who loves me deeply and whom I love completely.
On the other hand I'm also in love with a male friend who I've known for years. I've know this guy for years and we almost had a thing going at college. After college he was living with a girl who is now his wife. I was single. He would come visit for weekends. One weekend we were watching a porn film together, and I told him I'd always wondered what it would be like to give a blowjob. He told me he had been wondering the same thing.
That weekend we became lovers.
He compliments me completely. We share the same interests, and he's intelligent, funny, talented and caring. He's a talented and caring lover. All the things I've looked for in a partner.
We were both too set in our lives at that point to make a comittment to each other, and we never did. I'm still in daily contact with him, and I have yearnings to be with him.
It's painful being in love with someone who is so perfect for you, but it would ruin too many lives to be with him
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On one hand I have a beautiful wife who loves me deeply and whom I love completely.
On the other hand I'm also in love with a male friend who I've known for years. I've know this guy for years and we almost had a thing going at college. After college he was living with a girl who is now his wife. I was single. He would come visit for weekends. One weekend we were watching a porn film together, and I told him I'd always wondered what it would be like to give a blowjob. He told me he had been wondering the same thing.
That weekend we became lovers.
He compliments me completely. We share the same interests, and he's intelligent, funny, talented and caring. He's a talented and caring lover. All the things I've looked for in a partner.
We were both too set in our lives at that point to make a comittment to each other, and we never did. I'm still in daily contact with him, and I have yearnings to be with him.
It's painful being in love with someone who is so perfect for you, but it would ruin too many lives to be with him
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