Feb 29, 2008 07:35
*yawn*
Just finished reading the entire chapter of the manga “I’s”, and my eyelids are half the size of my eyeballs hehe… It’s actually nice, though I have to say it’s too cheesy that it gets to me so easily… I don’t know why, but I just had to finish the whole thing - maybe it was somehow connected to how I felt about you…
Ok, so it’s already a few days after that night, but heck I’d let this out sooner or later anyway…
Haha, funny how everything momentarily stopped when you said “ok” just like that… I just kept smiling and staring at you as if you were a picture frame or something… Then I got this stupid thought to maintain my composure - I must have acted so uncool that time haha, sorry if I did…
I have one more year to prove everything to you - don’t worry this will be faster than you think… You know what I learned when I was reading that manga? I've made up my mind to have a dream - to make the person I love happy, and want to be happy with that person where I'll think of you and not just myself, that sort of thing... ‘coz this thing is too good to be real for me to keep up with, and this was something that I did not expected…
So I’ll say this in here, secretly while I’m still able to, hoping that you’d stumble upon this in the future…
I love you… no matter what…
Right now, I’m really happy to be with you…
- Aidz