kept promises...
Since that bad joke, things just got worse by the day... Can't help if it comes to this, should have known to begin with...
I decided to take on the biggest challenges life has to offer for me - being school president, joining the Student Council as Internal VP, so I can show the world how inspired I am to you... Yet now all that it offers me is the diversion from the very thought of you, that I know will stop me in my tracks the moment it recalls to me...
Is it what I thought it is? I'm actually here, remembering the magic words that have been taboo on my list for such a long time, the same that I foolishly handed out to you in hope that the feeling may reach you... I hate you for being what you are, but twisted as it is that is also why I love you...
Haha, frustrated as I may seem, I'm not that bitter... We settled this matter back then and agreed myself into it regardless of the consequences I will face... Even this pointless post is only to be taken the ramblings of an adult...
I decided not to give up - I am not expecting, but rather hoping... I'll hold on to these ramblings until...
until the promise has been fulfilled...
Aidz
I decided to take on the biggest challenges life has to offer for me - being school president, joining the Student Council as Internal VP, so I can show the world how inspired I am to you... Yet now all that it offers me is the diversion from the very thought of you, that I know will stop me in my tracks the moment it recalls to me...
Is it what I thought it is? I'm actually here, remembering the magic words that have been taboo on my list for such a long time, the same that I foolishly handed out to you in hope that the feeling may reach you... I hate you for being what you are, but twisted as it is that is also why I love you...
Haha, frustrated as I may seem, I'm not that bitter... We settled this matter back then and agreed myself into it regardless of the consequences I will face... Even this pointless post is only to be taken the ramblings of an adult...
I decided not to give up - I am not expecting, but rather hoping... I'll hold on to these ramblings until...
until the promise has been fulfilled...
Aidz