Buried Truths... [aidz]
Shit, this cannot be happening
I want to be known as someone to be looked up to, someone that people can run to and feel protected... I somehow made that impression in the new place I belong and can now call my own, everything was going as planned until...
Things buried in the past just rise up to haunt you...
One of my fears has become reality - someone now knows the whole truth about me...
I want to love you for what you did to me, but I'm so sorry I just can't right now... Not right now when I'm still unwilling because I'm afraid that I will just hurt you in the process... I don't want to do the same things that hurt me in the past, I promised that I'd rather be hurt than hurt someone because I understand deeper than anyone else...
I'm still confused right now, I can't be the knight in shining armor that I used to be... Are you even willing to take the risk of being with the villain that I currently am?
Aidz
I want to be known as someone to be looked up to, someone that people can run to and feel protected... I somehow made that impression in the new place I belong and can now call my own, everything was going as planned until...
Things buried in the past just rise up to haunt you...
One of my fears has become reality - someone now knows the whole truth about me...
I want to love you for what you did to me, but I'm so sorry I just can't right now... Not right now when I'm still unwilling because I'm afraid that I will just hurt you in the process... I don't want to do the same things that hurt me in the past, I promised that I'd rather be hurt than hurt someone because I understand deeper than anyone else...
I'm still confused right now, I can't be the knight in shining armor that I used to be... Are you even willing to take the risk of being with the villain that I currently am?
Aidz