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I feel like my mom is taking the advantage of me leaving to be as big as bitch as she wants to be.
Im getting on the bus tonight, around 12 or 1 in the morning. Im fine with tha, i dont like sleeping anyways. But my mom raised his big fit over the fact that shed have to get a friend of hers to pick up the ticket. Like, she was screaming, and shes not even paying for any of this.
But now i find out shes leaving me by myself at the bus place, cuz she cant be bothered to wait up at night with me.
And im told yesterday, after weeks of planning 'oh, youll get off the bus after about an hour or two and wait for two hours for the next bus. you'll have to be responsible for your own damn life for once, you lazy useless kid, hope you dont fucking miss the bus' no im not kidding. this ticks me of for numerous reasons, including that, yet again, she would rather me have the (high) chance of missing my bus in the middle of a strange place at 4 in the morning than just drive me to that station in the first place. She can do a 4 hour trip a couple times a month for my bitch sister, but she wont help me when im moving out.
Also, i find out TODAY from my grandmother that this trip is actually FIVE HOURS then i was told it was. You know what that means? Im going on a SEVENTEEN HOUR TRIP all by myself, for the first time, and she cant give me two hours of her sleeptime to make me certain to get on the right bus, nor can she shell out five fucking dollars so that the bus people will make sure i dont miss the bus.
Im prone to panicking, you gotta understand that, i cant believe their doing this.
The least they could do was tell me that the trip was this long. Cuz you know, im thinking i get off the bus at 12 or 1, and the thing keeps going till 5, i assure youd id completely panick thinking i was on the wroing bus, cuz my Bitch Mother doesnt feel Im important enough to tell this. Its all about HER inconvenience, not her child being all on their own.
Also, ive told my mom FIVE times in the last three days, I counted, that i need another goddamned bag, but im 10 hours from leaving and shes just fucking sleeping...
god i hate her, i really do