May 14, 2006 11:20
So, I had an epiphany when I walked in the door this morning after visiting my dad.
I remember I had a dream a few months back about all the guys, men or whatever I had been around for the past few years. I may have posted this back when I had it but, *shrug* in the dream they all DIED. It was weird and scary at the time but now, I think I understand what it was about. Pretty much all the guys who have had some kind of influence on me have disappeared. I don't mean that LITERALLY for some. For example, my dad acts like he doesn't want me around. He doesn't say much to me, and hardly cracks jokes with me. *sigh* It's even more scary now that I remember that dream. ;_; Because it's becoming a reality it seems.
I dunno. Maybe I'm just going crazy, but it's definetly something I'm not going to ignore.
I'll prolly come back later and edit this, but I must head off to work.
Heather