I hope that movie sucks...
I don't think I've ever felt so depressed...
So, my memaw has called me good for nothing today. Kyle, I know what you feel like now when you were called worthless. It makes you feel the lowest of lows...
My memaw can be the most awesome person...but when my uncle Mark & his wife, Lisa, are brought up in negative light, she blows up in my face. The story is that my uncle "borrowed" some of my rented movies, and my memaw never told me. This is about the sixth time they've done this to me. I'm sorry, but I really don't like being wrote up. So, she throws a fit and carries on throwing (verbally) anything hurtful in my direction, which isn't that hard to do...
God, I just feel like I should take myself out the back, in the woods and do everyone in this house a favor. But I can't...I don't believe in that. I know it will get better, but right now...I just feel like lying on the couch and sobbing. I hate my uncle and everything associated with him. I hate the fact that my cousins come first in my memaw's eyes. I hate everything that's happened at this house regarding family. I hate this god damned stupid town!!
*sigh* I don't have the patience to type the whole story...So, leave it at that.
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