songs come out when things are on my mind
I wrote these two songs- the first one I wrote yesterday while sitting at the Irish Lion waiting for a table to come in and the other one I wrote when I was in jail in June. Both are about the same boy but it is very therapeutic to get it out in words. And it makes me think. The first song is definitely a rock song when I play it in my head; the second one, I don't really know but it's got some tempo changes in it. Anyway...
"Make Up Your Mind" by DJ McCartney
Ooooo You're making me feel high and free
Feelin so good, wanna be with me
Say you wanna hold me a little longer
But then I see your eyes start to wonder
You try to play it off o so innocent
But I'm pickin up the vibes gettin the hints
All these mind games you like to play
I see right through you so I gotta say
(chorus)
Make Up Your Mind!
Cause I'm not gonna be played
Make up your mind
Cause it's pushing me away
I'm not gonna wait around foreva
So if you want me get your shit together
I'm likin the way I feel toward you but
Make up your mind!
Or I'll make it up for you
When it's just us the world's our dance floor
But it's never enough cause you always want more
When we're together the connection's so strong
Until a fresh new piece of ass comes along
I know I'm what your heart desires
Just can't help that your penis is a liar
I understand that we all have needs
But let me fulfill them or I'm cutting free
(chorus)
Make Up Your Mind!
Cause I'm not gonna be played
Make up your mind
Cause it's pushing me away
I'm not gonna wait around foreva
So if you want me get your shit together
I'm likin the way I feel toward you but
Make up your mind!
Or I'll make it up for you
I'm not gonna compete for your attention
I should be enough for you not to mention
No one'll ever do you as good as me
Knowin what you like: pure exstacy
Wanna give that up for a new boy's song?
Fulfill that lust and the feeling's gone
Come back to me actin like nothin's wrong
Too bad for you cause I'm movin on
I told you you should
Make up Your mind
Cause I'm not gonna be played
Make up your mind
Cause it's pushing me away
I'm not gonna wait around foreva
So if you want me get your shit together
I liked the way I felt toward you but you couldn't
Make up your mind
So I made it up for you
This one's untitled
Layin in bed it's a quarter til 3
Wonderin why you're not next to me
I know you feel secure ya gotta history
But he can never give ya love as good as me
Why don't you give in to what you feel
Cause when you're with me the connections real
Here's my heart; stamped and sealed
Cause I'm lovin more than your sex appeal
I like that spunk, you're funky, caught my eye
Roll it up, drop it down, lovin the ride
Sensual, aggressive, sexy, submissive
Dominant, playful, and kinky, sexual
Hot and flirty, get down and dirty,
Body heat, sweat; make me wet
Hard and tough, ooo doin it rough
Gettin the flow, mmm nice and slow
Bump and grind, baby from behind
Flip you around, I'm goin down
Call me daddy, gettin a spankin
You're so sexy, still got me thinkin
Gotta body like a piece of art
Personality, brains, a golden heart;
Things I love he just doesn't see
Treatin you like his property
Do you really wanna be that trophy wife
Standin in his shadow livin his life?
Taking you out for his friends to see
Stand there, be quiet, just look pretty
Take you home put you back in your box,
With your gorgeous green eyes and golden locks
Looks at what he has your angel face
Forgetting that you're heart is a special place
Lookin in from the outside all is good
"I know you want my life, if you don't you should"
That's what he thinks, you're part of his plan
But is it really YOU or that you're a gorgeous man?
He thinks you're fine, it's plain to see
But he doesn't care about your inner beauty
Are you the reason that his heart skips a beat
Or just a random piece to make his puzzle complete?
He has his reason I don't wanna hear it
I just don't want you to lose your spirit
Your ora, your energy
I know that you're into me
I'd let you be you
Supportin whateva you do
Your rock, your man,
Your number one fan
Gonna treat you right,
Your chivalrous knight,
Never ever worry
Be there in a hurry
Cause I can't resist those luscious lips
Can't deny them bedroom eyes
So let's do this baby, then do it some more
Start on the bed, end on the floor
blowin, rimmin, tonguin, ballin
Hope you ready cause it's just startin
suckin, lickin, fuckin, strokin,
Take a break and get to token
Spankin, cummin, muscle spasm
drip drip drop body orgasm
Squeeze me hold me don't let me go
Keep your options open until you know
You need a man that's gonna treat you right
Love you forever hold you all night
Even if that man isn't me
Remember that there's other fish in the sea
If life had a prize you'd be the gold medal
So all I ask is that you never settle
Find someone who knows without a doubt
That you are perfect both inside and out
It's weird to write that out and put myself back in that mentality. It makes me feel kinda stupid for feelin that way... but I understand it.
"Make Up Your Mind" by DJ McCartney
Ooooo You're making me feel high and free
Feelin so good, wanna be with me
Say you wanna hold me a little longer
But then I see your eyes start to wonder
You try to play it off o so innocent
But I'm pickin up the vibes gettin the hints
All these mind games you like to play
I see right through you so I gotta say
(chorus)
Make Up Your Mind!
Cause I'm not gonna be played
Make up your mind
Cause it's pushing me away
I'm not gonna wait around foreva
So if you want me get your shit together
I'm likin the way I feel toward you but
Make up your mind!
Or I'll make it up for you
When it's just us the world's our dance floor
But it's never enough cause you always want more
When we're together the connection's so strong
Until a fresh new piece of ass comes along
I know I'm what your heart desires
Just can't help that your penis is a liar
I understand that we all have needs
But let me fulfill them or I'm cutting free
(chorus)
Make Up Your Mind!
Cause I'm not gonna be played
Make up your mind
Cause it's pushing me away
I'm not gonna wait around foreva
So if you want me get your shit together
I'm likin the way I feel toward you but
Make up your mind!
Or I'll make it up for you
I'm not gonna compete for your attention
I should be enough for you not to mention
No one'll ever do you as good as me
Knowin what you like: pure exstacy
Wanna give that up for a new boy's song?
Fulfill that lust and the feeling's gone
Come back to me actin like nothin's wrong
Too bad for you cause I'm movin on
I told you you should
Make up Your mind
Cause I'm not gonna be played
Make up your mind
Cause it's pushing me away
I'm not gonna wait around foreva
So if you want me get your shit together
I liked the way I felt toward you but you couldn't
Make up your mind
So I made it up for you
This one's untitled
Layin in bed it's a quarter til 3
Wonderin why you're not next to me
I know you feel secure ya gotta history
But he can never give ya love as good as me
Why don't you give in to what you feel
Cause when you're with me the connections real
Here's my heart; stamped and sealed
Cause I'm lovin more than your sex appeal
I like that spunk, you're funky, caught my eye
Roll it up, drop it down, lovin the ride
Sensual, aggressive, sexy, submissive
Dominant, playful, and kinky, sexual
Hot and flirty, get down and dirty,
Body heat, sweat; make me wet
Hard and tough, ooo doin it rough
Gettin the flow, mmm nice and slow
Bump and grind, baby from behind
Flip you around, I'm goin down
Call me daddy, gettin a spankin
You're so sexy, still got me thinkin
Gotta body like a piece of art
Personality, brains, a golden heart;
Things I love he just doesn't see
Treatin you like his property
Do you really wanna be that trophy wife
Standin in his shadow livin his life?
Taking you out for his friends to see
Stand there, be quiet, just look pretty
Take you home put you back in your box,
With your gorgeous green eyes and golden locks
Looks at what he has your angel face
Forgetting that you're heart is a special place
Lookin in from the outside all is good
"I know you want my life, if you don't you should"
That's what he thinks, you're part of his plan
But is it really YOU or that you're a gorgeous man?
He thinks you're fine, it's plain to see
But he doesn't care about your inner beauty
Are you the reason that his heart skips a beat
Or just a random piece to make his puzzle complete?
He has his reason I don't wanna hear it
I just don't want you to lose your spirit
Your ora, your energy
I know that you're into me
I'd let you be you
Supportin whateva you do
Your rock, your man,
Your number one fan
Gonna treat you right,
Your chivalrous knight,
Never ever worry
Be there in a hurry
Cause I can't resist those luscious lips
Can't deny them bedroom eyes
So let's do this baby, then do it some more
Start on the bed, end on the floor
blowin, rimmin, tonguin, ballin
Hope you ready cause it's just startin
suckin, lickin, fuckin, strokin,
Take a break and get to token
Spankin, cummin, muscle spasm
drip drip drop body orgasm
Squeeze me hold me don't let me go
Keep your options open until you know
You need a man that's gonna treat you right
Love you forever hold you all night
Even if that man isn't me
Remember that there's other fish in the sea
If life had a prize you'd be the gold medal
So all I ask is that you never settle
Find someone who knows without a doubt
That you are perfect both inside and out
It's weird to write that out and put myself back in that mentality. It makes me feel kinda stupid for feelin that way... but I understand it.