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Title: I Know That Memories Never Die
Rating: PG
Pairing: wiL/OMC, wiL/Nick (Aiden)
Summary: Wil remembers the night he lost his first love.
Disclaimer: I own no one. sowwie
Wil ran down the stark white halls of the hospital, tears streaming down his cheeks. He had to get to him. He needed him.
"James!" he yelled out, as he ran, knocking over the doctors and nurses. One doctor grabbed him, holding him back as he struggled to get free.
"Son you can’t go in there." He said to the sobbing teen. "They’re doing all they can to save him."
Will shook his head violently, trying to get free.
"I need to go to him! He fucking needs me you asshole!" he screamed, breaking away. He ran to the door, halting when he reached the door.
Blood. It was everywhere. On his clothes, covering gauze on the table, staining the sheets. And it was all his fault. He shouldn’t have run from home.
Then he heard it. One long, never ending beep. James was flatlining. He was dead. Wil began to sob, running over as the doctors stepped away.
"Why aren’t you helping him?!" He screamed at the doctors before turning to the body that used to be his lover. "J-James! James baby it’s me! Please open your eyes! Wake up! I can’t fucking do this! Please…d-don’t leave me..." the last part coming out as a whisper as he held onto his lover, rocking him gently as he sobbed.
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Wil shot up in bed, breathing heavily. He hadn’t dreamed of that night in years, looking over at the clock, angry red lights jumped out at him. 3:50 am. 01.26.06. Wil’s eyes filled with tears as he stared at the alarm. It had been exactly 9 years. Nine years since he lost his love.
"Wil? Baby, what's wrong?"
Looking over, wil saw Nick, a worried look on his face. Wil shook his head, wiping tears away.
"N-nothing…Just a dream." He whispered. Nick frowned, and sat up, wrapping his arms around his lover.
"James?" Wil nodded.
"I miss him so much." He sobbed, tears beginning to pour again. Nick rocked him gently, rubbing the smaller boy’s back.
"I know sweetheart…" he said softly, holding Wil tight. Slowly Wil’s sobbing stopped, and he just lay in Nick’s arms. Nick had helped him through everything. James’ death, the drugs and booze. Leaning up, he kissed the other boy softly.
"Thank you." He whispered. "For everything."
I’ll always love you james.
The singer thought as he started to drift off. I know you’ll always be there for me. And I’ll always miss you.
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