Sep 02, 2008 22:05
Damn.
I think the only thing keeping me from an emo breakdown is the fact that the friends I can talk to it about aren't on, and I really don't want to be alone. I can't stop it, I can only delay it, but... I don't want to be alone when I crash and burn.
So I have to choose between breaking down, and my friends being on?
Lame.
I can... just... feel it.
I'm teetering on the edge-- I can feel my mental state about to go to hell.
Goddamn it.