update holio...yo
so i am reading Wicked by Gregory Maguire, and it is extremely well written and i really do love it. It is at once a mystery, a commentary, a fantasy, a political opinion, and a whole bunch of other stuff that some of us never get enough of. especially the fanstasy.
I suppose i should regale everyone with tales of my woes and tribulations and use them as excuses as to why i havent updated or talked to anyone in a very long time save my BF and afew others.
As some may know, my car got hit. the guy who hit me, decided to lie to his insurance company, and thus said insurance doesnt want to pay for the damages to my car, which although it is nt totaled as we once thought it was, it is 2200 dollars in the crapper to fix it. so yea...that sucks. My daddy hired an attorney to sue hisinsurance compnay so that should help. but the moral of the sotry is I hate Miachael Russell the ass who hit me as well as his prick of an insurance comany Progressive. they can all burn in hell.
I also was removed from my house in Chapel hhill for reasons i shall not go into, even though i did nothing wrong and i am yet again not at fault. But suffice it to say, i will now be staying in raleigh with my godmother kathleen,where i may or may not have access to an internet connection. but that god for her, cause now i am not only houselss but carless and she is soooooo helping me out in the jam here.
So tomorrow i have to
wake up at 8 to call the cab company
mom calls at 8:05 to makes sure i need the cab
spend 30 dollars odr so driving to durhgam to the rental car place
get a rental car
drive to the place where my car is being fixed
give them the key to my car
let them start going on it
call dad
drive back to chapel hill
work at 11- 6
call kathleen and tell her i am coming over
hopefully all will be well by then
to top this sucy week off, Grayson is in the mountains. I know this is going to sound sappy and all that, and Michael weekly, if you read this, you needn't cringe cause i know u respect our relationship deep down there somewhere ( loves to you babes) but that being saud, I really really really miss him. I have spent the last two nights in tears over this and i look like hell warmed over. this is the first time in over 2 months that i havent had someone next to me when i fall asleep. The first time i dont get to see someone open the door for me with a smile on my face that lets me know i am at least loved by someone through this. My base is sorta gone, and i dont think i have ever felt this alone, even before i found grayson. And the good this is, grayson is being strong for us and saying that absence makes the heart grow fonder and all that, and how when we get back together it will be all that much better. I sincerely hope so, i just feel so lost without a car, house, or love to call my own right now.
okay, now that that is said.... i think i am staying at jess's house tonight or maybe shainas. either way i am extremely gratefull to both or either of them. cause i have to get up severly early in the morning for a college student. I am at coldstone now and i think they need to get the computer back so i think i will go.
i love everyone...even if i dont say it very often.
I suppose i should regale everyone with tales of my woes and tribulations and use them as excuses as to why i havent updated or talked to anyone in a very long time save my BF and afew others.
As some may know, my car got hit. the guy who hit me, decided to lie to his insurance company, and thus said insurance doesnt want to pay for the damages to my car, which although it is nt totaled as we once thought it was, it is 2200 dollars in the crapper to fix it. so yea...that sucks. My daddy hired an attorney to sue hisinsurance compnay so that should help. but the moral of the sotry is I hate Miachael Russell the ass who hit me as well as his prick of an insurance comany Progressive. they can all burn in hell.
I also was removed from my house in Chapel hhill for reasons i shall not go into, even though i did nothing wrong and i am yet again not at fault. But suffice it to say, i will now be staying in raleigh with my godmother kathleen,where i may or may not have access to an internet connection. but that god for her, cause now i am not only houselss but carless and she is soooooo helping me out in the jam here.
So tomorrow i have to
wake up at 8 to call the cab company
mom calls at 8:05 to makes sure i need the cab
spend 30 dollars odr so driving to durhgam to the rental car place
get a rental car
drive to the place where my car is being fixed
give them the key to my car
let them start going on it
call dad
drive back to chapel hill
work at 11- 6
call kathleen and tell her i am coming over
hopefully all will be well by then
to top this sucy week off, Grayson is in the mountains. I know this is going to sound sappy and all that, and Michael weekly, if you read this, you needn't cringe cause i know u respect our relationship deep down there somewhere ( loves to you babes) but that being saud, I really really really miss him. I have spent the last two nights in tears over this and i look like hell warmed over. this is the first time in over 2 months that i havent had someone next to me when i fall asleep. The first time i dont get to see someone open the door for me with a smile on my face that lets me know i am at least loved by someone through this. My base is sorta gone, and i dont think i have ever felt this alone, even before i found grayson. And the good this is, grayson is being strong for us and saying that absence makes the heart grow fonder and all that, and how when we get back together it will be all that much better. I sincerely hope so, i just feel so lost without a car, house, or love to call my own right now.
okay, now that that is said.... i think i am staying at jess's house tonight or maybe shainas. either way i am extremely gratefull to both or either of them. cause i have to get up severly early in the morning for a college student. I am at coldstone now and i think they need to get the computer back so i think i will go.
i love everyone...even if i dont say it very often.