Reconciliation (Oneshot)
Title: Reconciliation
Pairing: Nakajima Yuto x Yamada Ryosuke
Genre: Romance, Smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Their reconciliation after 5 years.
It has been more than 5 years since they last spoke to each other. Yuto stood silently with his back leaning against the wall while Ryosuke was rummaging on his desk finding a certain envelope. It was a surprise for both of them to meet the other person again at a business meeting. Yuto kept it professional, greeted Ryosuke and his business partners in a polite manner. Ryosuke did the same, put on a poker face and shook hands with Yuto in a businesslike manner. That happened 1 hour ago in a meeting, right now they were in the older's apartment.
"Here it is, Yuto-kun, the blueprint." Ryosuke turned behind and handed the taller the envelope he spent last 10 minutes finding.
"Thank you." Yuto reached out to receive the envelope. Opening it to check the content inside, satisfied with what he had seen, the taller closed the envelope. "The blueprint is perfect, thank you for your hard work."
"Do you want some tea?" Ryosuke asked before walking into to the kitchen.
"Yes, please." Yuto now proceeded to the only table in Ryosuke's apartment and sat down. After 5 minutes, Ryosuke came out with two mugs of tea in his hands and placed them on the table.
"I didn't put sugar in because I remembered you like your tea without it." Ryosuke said in a monotone and sipped his tea.
"It's green tea, my favourite, I'm glad you still remember this." A small smile rose to Yuto's lips as he inhaled the scent of green tea. Sipping their tea in silence, Ryosuke wondered when was the last time they sat together in a same room like this. His mind wandered back into the past, back to the day when he was shopping with Yuto, he saw the younger picked out Yabukita Matcha from the shelf and put it into their basket. From then on, Ryosuke would always buy that same brand and he didn't know when he started to like it as well.
"Do you mind if I smoke?" Yuto asked while pulling out a pack of Dunhill Fine Cut Black.
"No, not really…" Ryosuke replied and looked up from his cup to meet Yuto's eyes. "I didn't know you start smoking…"
Putting a stick in between his teeth, the younger reached into his pocket for the lighter and lighted the cigarette up. Yuto inhaled deeply and exhaled out the smoke looking rather satisfied.
"I started smoking 1 or 2 years ago." Holding the cigarette in between his fingers, both Yuto and Ryosuke looked at the thin grey smoke rising from it. "Before I knew, I was hooked and now I'm addicted." Again, inhaled and exhaled.
"I'll get you something as an ashtray since I don't own one in my house." Stood up from his seat, Ryosuke went into the kitchen and got a small plate. There are so many things about Yuto that changed. His face got thinner and sharper. His hair is shorter. He even smokes now. The older walked toward the younger with the plate in his hand, and instead of sitting at his original seat - across from Yuto, he sat next to him.
"Thanks." Holding the stick with his thumb and middle finger above the plate, Yuto lightly tapped the cigarette with his index finger to get rid of the ash.
"As expected of Yuto-kun, even your cigarette brand is expensive." Ryosuke commented as he reached for the pack of Dunhill on the table. "People would normally smoke Marlboro or Seven Stars but you, you smoke Dunhill."
"For a non smoker, you seem to be pretty knowledgeable about cigarettes." A smirk formed on Yuto's lips as he put the stick in between his lips.
"My co-workers smoke a lot so I happen to know this kind of stuff." Ryosuke put the pack of Dunhill back on the table and sipped his tea.
"Have you tried smoking before?" A puff of smoke crawled out of Yuto's mouth and made its way to Ryosuke's nose. The older's nose crinkled at the smell but he didn't particularly hate it. Mixed with the strong cigarette smell, there was Yuto's cologne wafted in it too. His favourite tea is still the same and he uses the same cologne from back then.
"No, it's not good for my health." Ryosuke replied in a monotone. "It's unlike Yuto-kun to smoke… Since you are so particular about your health.”
"Unlike me huh?" Yuto chuckled while butted off his stick onto the plate. "Well, it's unlike me to sit here next to you and pretend as if nothing has happened between us." Intense black orbs stare into dark-brown ones. It has been more than 5 years since they last spoke to each other. It has been more than 5 years since Yamada Ryosuke broke up with Nakajima Yuto. They looked at each other without saying a word. Uncomfortable silence hung in the air.
"A lot has happened between us." was all Ryosuke managed to utter after what seemed like eternity. Then he looked hesitated but he slowly, timidly reached his hand up and touched Yuto's face. Seeing the younger didn't back away, his trembling fingers traced the outline of his ex boyfriend's jaw, his thumb swiped across the man's lower lip and he found himself inching closer to the taller. Their lips touched. Ryosuke felt Yuto's soft lips on his, he licked at his bottom lip asking for permission. The taller opened his mouth slightly and sucked on the tip of Ryosuke's tongue. Ryosuke slid his tongue into Yuto's mouth, ran it back and forth along the roof of the taller's mouth. Their tongues intertwined, swirled around in circular motion.
'I can taste the cigarette in his mouth. '
Ryosuke snaked his arms around Yuto's shoulders and leaned his body closer. Yuto saw this as a signal, while still kissing Ryosuke, he lifted the smaller man up by the waist and positioned the older on his laps. Sitting comfortably in Yuto's laps, Ryosuke wrapped his legs around the younger's waist and ground his bulge against his ex boyfriend's one. This earned a moan from Yuto, the vibration felt in his mouth turned Ryosuke on even more that he started unbuttoning Yuto's shirt. Pulling back from their intense make out session, Yuto noticed there was a thin string of saliva between them.
"Come to think about it, you still haven't give it to me yet." Yuto smirked while groping Ryosuke's butt.
"Give what?" Eyes full of lust, Ryosuke quickly unbuttoned the last few buttons on Yuto's shirt.
"My break up sex." the younger murmured huskily into the older's ear, it sent shivers down the smaller man's spine. "Can I have it now?"
Running his hands on Yuto's toned pecs, Ryosuke's eyes drank in every details of the scene in front of him. His body is still as nice as it is back then.
'How I miss touching these 6 pecs.'
Letting Ryosuke admired his well-toned body, Yuto sneaked a hand into the older's shirt. Ryosuke flinched at the touch, Yuto slowly moved his hand up from the smaller man's stomach to his nipple. There he used his thumb and rubbed the nipple in a circular motion. Ryosuke was now breathing heavily, he leaned forward and kissed Yuto hungrily.
"I take that as a yes?" The younger man said after Ryosuke pulled away from the kiss.
"It's been awhile, Yuto." Nibbling at the other's earlobe, Ryosuke continued to grind his hips on Yuto's big bulge. "I'll let you do whatever you want with me."
A smirk. Putting a finger on Ryosuke's lips, he requested. "Will you suck my dick then?"
Ryosuke didn't answer, he just simply opened his mouth and sucked at the finger placed on his lips a moment ago. Still sucking the finger, his hands unbuckled Yuto's belt then swiftly unzipped the pants. Ryosuke moved away from Yuto's laps and was now on all fours. Pulling out the hard length, the older ran his tongue along its shaft and toward the end sucked its head. He teased Yuto by licking the pre-cum on the head back and forth while glancing up making eye contact with the younger.
"Take it all in will you?" Yuto managed to say in between breathes. Ryosuke gave one last lick then he took Yuto's whole length inside his mouth. Bobbing his head up and down, Ryosuke moaned whenever Yuto's dick hit his throat. The vibration felt there made the younger closed his eyes in pleasure while tightening his grip on the brown hair.
'His mouth is better than I remembered.'
"Ryosuke pull it out, ah I'm cumming soon." Yuto said while loosening his grip on Ryosuke's hair so the latter could move his head up easily. However, Ryosuke fastened up his pace, the sound made from him sucking Yuto off could be heard all over the small, quiet apartment.
"Ahhh… fuck…" Shoving his dick down the smaller man's throat, Yuto released his cum Ryosuke's mouth. Swallowing all of it, Ryosuke pulled the length out of his mouth. A small flow of semen dripped down from the corner of his lips. Yuto licked it up and kissed the older. Sucking on his upper lip, the younger pushed his tongue deeper into the older's mouth, he can tasted himself while kissing Ryosuke.
"My jaw hurts." Ryosuke responded when Yuto looked at him questioningly for the brown haired man stopped kissing him back.
"I see." giving the smaller man a peck on his lips, Yuto gently pushed Ryosuke down so he was now lying on the floor. "I guess it's now my turn to make you feel good."
While licking his fingers, the younger used his other free hand to spread Ryosuke's legs open. He then inserted a finger into the smaller man's hole, Ryosuke hissed at the sudden sensation. Yuto continued to move his finger in and out while placing kisses all over the smaller's face. Seeing how relaxed Ryosuke had became, Yuto inserted another finger and started twisting them. Ryosuke's moans were getting louder as Yuto's third finger was now inside him and hit that particular sweet spot repeatedly. Pulling the younger man down for a kiss, Ryosuke breathed against his ear. "I want more…"
Hooking the older's leg on his shoulder, Yuto retreated his fingers and circled the tip of his length around the other's entrance. He then pushed the tip inside and heard a satisfied whimper from Ryosuke. A smirk. Yuto pulled out, the disappointed look he saw on Ryosuke's face was so entertaining.
"Stop teasing me, Yuto." The smaller pouted.
"I taught you before, didn't I? If you want something~" the head of Yuto's dick was placed in front of Ryosuke's hole tauntingly. "You must beg for it."
"Please, ah I want your cock, I want you to bury it deep inside me!" Ryosuke begged with a flushed face, eyes clouded with lust while pushed his hips toward Yuto.
"Good boy." Yuto gave Ryosuke his reward by slowly pushing his dick into the other man. Ryosuke gasped when he felt Yuto's dick working its way slowly into him.
He clenched his fists while breathed heavily. It has been awhile since he last had sex, it kind of hurts. Noticing the older was feeling uncomfortable, Yuto leaned down as he placed trailing kisses along Ryosuke's neck, his hand went to untangle the other's fist clenched hand and intertwined their fingers together.
"Shhh relax, you will start to feel good soon." Yuto murmured as he pushed in the rest of his dick and felt the tight grip on his hand. "Breathe, Ryosuke, breathe."
The next few minutes, Yuto patiently waited for Ryosuke to adjust to his size. To be honest, it was agonising for the younger because all he wanted to do at that moment was to move his dick in and out for it felt so good to be inside Ryosuke. The older soon got used, he started to move his hips signaling the other man that 'it's ok to move now'.
Yuto pulled out slowly almost all the way out until only left his head inside, he then thrust in quickly earning a loud moan from Ryosuke. He continued to fasten his pace with Ryosuke digging his fingernails into the younger's back leaving bright red clawing marks behind. With his arched back, head threw back due to immense pleasure. Ryosuke called out.
"More ah ahh~ Yuto you feel so good inside of me, ah faster Yuto faster!"
Yuto can feel Ryosuke's walls clenching around his length, the tight heat enveloped it and his breath against Yuto's neck.
'This feels so good, damn it, I'm going to cum soon.'
He bit down on Ryosuke's shoulder while shoved his dick deep to the base inside the smaller and released his cum. At the same time, Ryosuke hissed at the pain on his shoulder but cummed as soon as Yuto hit his 'sweet' spot and cum was poured inside of him. Yuto collapsed on top of Ryosuke, he was now licking the blood seeping out from his bite-mark. Blood wasn't exactly the only thing seeping out of Ryosuke's body. A flow of sticky, white liquid made its way from the smaller's butthole onto the floor.
"So how does it taste like?"
"Mmmm, like Yuto-kun I guess?"
"Like me?"
"Yeah, taste exactly like what I tasted when I was kissing you earlier on."
Ryosuke took a long drag of the Dunhill cigarette and released the smoke out. After they cleaned themselves up as well as the place, Yuto offered a cigarette to the older which surprisingly, he accepted.
"I have always wanted to ask you something." Yuto said as he looked out to the balcony.
"Yes?" Ryosuke took another drag.
"Why did you break up with me?" The younger turned his head so now he was locking eyes with the other. His gaze felt intimidating.
Silence.
"I… I can't give you an answer to that." Ryosuke replied. 'At least not now.'
"I see… " was all Yuto replied before he stood up. "See you soon. " Then, he left Ryosuke's apartment.
Sitting alone, Ryosuke smoked finished the cigarette then crushed it onto the plate now served as an ashtray.
'Maybe I will start smoking from now on, the cigarette tastes like Yuto. Tomorrow I'll go out and buy for myself some Dunhill.’
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A/N: i think i need some soul*? infusion
Pairing: Nakajima Yuto x Yamada Ryosuke
Genre: Romance, Smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Their reconciliation after 5 years.
It has been more than 5 years since they last spoke to each other. Yuto stood silently with his back leaning against the wall while Ryosuke was rummaging on his desk finding a certain envelope. It was a surprise for both of them to meet the other person again at a business meeting. Yuto kept it professional, greeted Ryosuke and his business partners in a polite manner. Ryosuke did the same, put on a poker face and shook hands with Yuto in a businesslike manner. That happened 1 hour ago in a meeting, right now they were in the older's apartment.
"Here it is, Yuto-kun, the blueprint." Ryosuke turned behind and handed the taller the envelope he spent last 10 minutes finding.
"Thank you." Yuto reached out to receive the envelope. Opening it to check the content inside, satisfied with what he had seen, the taller closed the envelope. "The blueprint is perfect, thank you for your hard work."
"Do you want some tea?" Ryosuke asked before walking into to the kitchen.
"Yes, please." Yuto now proceeded to the only table in Ryosuke's apartment and sat down. After 5 minutes, Ryosuke came out with two mugs of tea in his hands and placed them on the table.
"I didn't put sugar in because I remembered you like your tea without it." Ryosuke said in a monotone and sipped his tea.
"It's green tea, my favourite, I'm glad you still remember this." A small smile rose to Yuto's lips as he inhaled the scent of green tea. Sipping their tea in silence, Ryosuke wondered when was the last time they sat together in a same room like this. His mind wandered back into the past, back to the day when he was shopping with Yuto, he saw the younger picked out Yabukita Matcha from the shelf and put it into their basket. From then on, Ryosuke would always buy that same brand and he didn't know when he started to like it as well.
"Do you mind if I smoke?" Yuto asked while pulling out a pack of Dunhill Fine Cut Black.
"No, not really…" Ryosuke replied and looked up from his cup to meet Yuto's eyes. "I didn't know you start smoking…"
Putting a stick in between his teeth, the younger reached into his pocket for the lighter and lighted the cigarette up. Yuto inhaled deeply and exhaled out the smoke looking rather satisfied.
"I started smoking 1 or 2 years ago." Holding the cigarette in between his fingers, both Yuto and Ryosuke looked at the thin grey smoke rising from it. "Before I knew, I was hooked and now I'm addicted." Again, inhaled and exhaled.
"I'll get you something as an ashtray since I don't own one in my house." Stood up from his seat, Ryosuke went into the kitchen and got a small plate. There are so many things about Yuto that changed. His face got thinner and sharper. His hair is shorter. He even smokes now. The older walked toward the younger with the plate in his hand, and instead of sitting at his original seat - across from Yuto, he sat next to him.
"Thanks." Holding the stick with his thumb and middle finger above the plate, Yuto lightly tapped the cigarette with his index finger to get rid of the ash.
"As expected of Yuto-kun, even your cigarette brand is expensive." Ryosuke commented as he reached for the pack of Dunhill on the table. "People would normally smoke Marlboro or Seven Stars but you, you smoke Dunhill."
"For a non smoker, you seem to be pretty knowledgeable about cigarettes." A smirk formed on Yuto's lips as he put the stick in between his lips.
"My co-workers smoke a lot so I happen to know this kind of stuff." Ryosuke put the pack of Dunhill back on the table and sipped his tea.
"Have you tried smoking before?" A puff of smoke crawled out of Yuto's mouth and made its way to Ryosuke's nose. The older's nose crinkled at the smell but he didn't particularly hate it. Mixed with the strong cigarette smell, there was Yuto's cologne wafted in it too. His favourite tea is still the same and he uses the same cologne from back then.
"No, it's not good for my health." Ryosuke replied in a monotone. "It's unlike Yuto-kun to smoke… Since you are so particular about your health.”
"Unlike me huh?" Yuto chuckled while butted off his stick onto the plate. "Well, it's unlike me to sit here next to you and pretend as if nothing has happened between us." Intense black orbs stare into dark-brown ones. It has been more than 5 years since they last spoke to each other. It has been more than 5 years since Yamada Ryosuke broke up with Nakajima Yuto. They looked at each other without saying a word. Uncomfortable silence hung in the air.
"A lot has happened between us." was all Ryosuke managed to utter after what seemed like eternity. Then he looked hesitated but he slowly, timidly reached his hand up and touched Yuto's face. Seeing the younger didn't back away, his trembling fingers traced the outline of his ex boyfriend's jaw, his thumb swiped across the man's lower lip and he found himself inching closer to the taller. Their lips touched. Ryosuke felt Yuto's soft lips on his, he licked at his bottom lip asking for permission. The taller opened his mouth slightly and sucked on the tip of Ryosuke's tongue. Ryosuke slid his tongue into Yuto's mouth, ran it back and forth along the roof of the taller's mouth. Their tongues intertwined, swirled around in circular motion.
'I can taste the cigarette in his mouth. '
Ryosuke snaked his arms around Yuto's shoulders and leaned his body closer. Yuto saw this as a signal, while still kissing Ryosuke, he lifted the smaller man up by the waist and positioned the older on his laps. Sitting comfortably in Yuto's laps, Ryosuke wrapped his legs around the younger's waist and ground his bulge against his ex boyfriend's one. This earned a moan from Yuto, the vibration felt in his mouth turned Ryosuke on even more that he started unbuttoning Yuto's shirt. Pulling back from their intense make out session, Yuto noticed there was a thin string of saliva between them.
"Come to think about it, you still haven't give it to me yet." Yuto smirked while groping Ryosuke's butt.
"Give what?" Eyes full of lust, Ryosuke quickly unbuttoned the last few buttons on Yuto's shirt.
"My break up sex." the younger murmured huskily into the older's ear, it sent shivers down the smaller man's spine. "Can I have it now?"
Running his hands on Yuto's toned pecs, Ryosuke's eyes drank in every details of the scene in front of him. His body is still as nice as it is back then.
'How I miss touching these 6 pecs.'
Letting Ryosuke admired his well-toned body, Yuto sneaked a hand into the older's shirt. Ryosuke flinched at the touch, Yuto slowly moved his hand up from the smaller man's stomach to his nipple. There he used his thumb and rubbed the nipple in a circular motion. Ryosuke was now breathing heavily, he leaned forward and kissed Yuto hungrily.
"I take that as a yes?" The younger man said after Ryosuke pulled away from the kiss.
"It's been awhile, Yuto." Nibbling at the other's earlobe, Ryosuke continued to grind his hips on Yuto's big bulge. "I'll let you do whatever you want with me."
A smirk. Putting a finger on Ryosuke's lips, he requested. "Will you suck my dick then?"
Ryosuke didn't answer, he just simply opened his mouth and sucked at the finger placed on his lips a moment ago. Still sucking the finger, his hands unbuckled Yuto's belt then swiftly unzipped the pants. Ryosuke moved away from Yuto's laps and was now on all fours. Pulling out the hard length, the older ran his tongue along its shaft and toward the end sucked its head. He teased Yuto by licking the pre-cum on the head back and forth while glancing up making eye contact with the younger.
"Take it all in will you?" Yuto managed to say in between breathes. Ryosuke gave one last lick then he took Yuto's whole length inside his mouth. Bobbing his head up and down, Ryosuke moaned whenever Yuto's dick hit his throat. The vibration felt there made the younger closed his eyes in pleasure while tightening his grip on the brown hair.
'His mouth is better than I remembered.'
"Ryosuke pull it out, ah I'm cumming soon." Yuto said while loosening his grip on Ryosuke's hair so the latter could move his head up easily. However, Ryosuke fastened up his pace, the sound made from him sucking Yuto off could be heard all over the small, quiet apartment.
"Ahhh… fuck…" Shoving his dick down the smaller man's throat, Yuto released his cum Ryosuke's mouth. Swallowing all of it, Ryosuke pulled the length out of his mouth. A small flow of semen dripped down from the corner of his lips. Yuto licked it up and kissed the older. Sucking on his upper lip, the younger pushed his tongue deeper into the older's mouth, he can tasted himself while kissing Ryosuke.
"My jaw hurts." Ryosuke responded when Yuto looked at him questioningly for the brown haired man stopped kissing him back.
"I see." giving the smaller man a peck on his lips, Yuto gently pushed Ryosuke down so he was now lying on the floor. "I guess it's now my turn to make you feel good."
While licking his fingers, the younger used his other free hand to spread Ryosuke's legs open. He then inserted a finger into the smaller man's hole, Ryosuke hissed at the sudden sensation. Yuto continued to move his finger in and out while placing kisses all over the smaller's face. Seeing how relaxed Ryosuke had became, Yuto inserted another finger and started twisting them. Ryosuke's moans were getting louder as Yuto's third finger was now inside him and hit that particular sweet spot repeatedly. Pulling the younger man down for a kiss, Ryosuke breathed against his ear. "I want more…"
Hooking the older's leg on his shoulder, Yuto retreated his fingers and circled the tip of his length around the other's entrance. He then pushed the tip inside and heard a satisfied whimper from Ryosuke. A smirk. Yuto pulled out, the disappointed look he saw on Ryosuke's face was so entertaining.
"Stop teasing me, Yuto." The smaller pouted.
"I taught you before, didn't I? If you want something~" the head of Yuto's dick was placed in front of Ryosuke's hole tauntingly. "You must beg for it."
"Please, ah I want your cock, I want you to bury it deep inside me!" Ryosuke begged with a flushed face, eyes clouded with lust while pushed his hips toward Yuto.
"Good boy." Yuto gave Ryosuke his reward by slowly pushing his dick into the other man. Ryosuke gasped when he felt Yuto's dick working its way slowly into him.
He clenched his fists while breathed heavily. It has been awhile since he last had sex, it kind of hurts. Noticing the older was feeling uncomfortable, Yuto leaned down as he placed trailing kisses along Ryosuke's neck, his hand went to untangle the other's fist clenched hand and intertwined their fingers together.
"Shhh relax, you will start to feel good soon." Yuto murmured as he pushed in the rest of his dick and felt the tight grip on his hand. "Breathe, Ryosuke, breathe."
The next few minutes, Yuto patiently waited for Ryosuke to adjust to his size. To be honest, it was agonising for the younger because all he wanted to do at that moment was to move his dick in and out for it felt so good to be inside Ryosuke. The older soon got used, he started to move his hips signaling the other man that 'it's ok to move now'.
Yuto pulled out slowly almost all the way out until only left his head inside, he then thrust in quickly earning a loud moan from Ryosuke. He continued to fasten his pace with Ryosuke digging his fingernails into the younger's back leaving bright red clawing marks behind. With his arched back, head threw back due to immense pleasure. Ryosuke called out.
"More ah ahh~ Yuto you feel so good inside of me, ah faster Yuto faster!"
Yuto can feel Ryosuke's walls clenching around his length, the tight heat enveloped it and his breath against Yuto's neck.
'This feels so good, damn it, I'm going to cum soon.'
He bit down on Ryosuke's shoulder while shoved his dick deep to the base inside the smaller and released his cum. At the same time, Ryosuke hissed at the pain on his shoulder but cummed as soon as Yuto hit his 'sweet' spot and cum was poured inside of him. Yuto collapsed on top of Ryosuke, he was now licking the blood seeping out from his bite-mark. Blood wasn't exactly the only thing seeping out of Ryosuke's body. A flow of sticky, white liquid made its way from the smaller's butthole onto the floor.
"So how does it taste like?"
"Mmmm, like Yuto-kun I guess?"
"Like me?"
"Yeah, taste exactly like what I tasted when I was kissing you earlier on."
Ryosuke took a long drag of the Dunhill cigarette and released the smoke out. After they cleaned themselves up as well as the place, Yuto offered a cigarette to the older which surprisingly, he accepted.
"I have always wanted to ask you something." Yuto said as he looked out to the balcony.
"Yes?" Ryosuke took another drag.
"Why did you break up with me?" The younger turned his head so now he was locking eyes with the other. His gaze felt intimidating.
Silence.
"I… I can't give you an answer to that." Ryosuke replied. 'At least not now.'
"I see… " was all Yuto replied before he stood up. "See you soon. " Then, he left Ryosuke's apartment.
Sitting alone, Ryosuke smoked finished the cigarette then crushed it onto the plate now served as an ashtray.
'Maybe I will start smoking from now on, the cigarette tastes like Yuto. Tomorrow I'll go out and buy for myself some Dunhill.’
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A/N: i think i need some soul*? infusion