I Open to find only hurricanes blow

Dec 08, 2006 23:51

Sometimes I don't know why I bother.

Now, a normal reaction to someone who'd hurt you or deceived you or lead you on would be to let you feelings be known. Or at least to maintain some degree of coldness with that person. In any case, you certainly wouldn't be happy or act happy.

I guess it's easier for me to lie than I thought.

The Chinese (correct me if I'm mistaken, Deb!) define insanity as doing the same thing over and over again in the same way, but expecting different results. This, I feel, is a defining theme in my relationships with other people. I know I deserve better, and I know I am better, but I still smile and smile and pretend. Pshaw...sometimes I can be so dead-on correct about other people, but other times, not.

Well I guess this signals the time for sleep! Peace out, my friends, peace OUT.
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