i have a fucking problem
seriously, i have a problem. i guess its good that no one reads this, cause it just lets me vent without pissing everyone off.
i fucking hate my life. not just a little ,like a lot. its just getting annoying an depressing. my job sucks ass. i was offered another job, but then that means i am back to where i started at merrillville and will be stuck here.
my marriage. ugh. i dont even know where to start. i am not happy, i dont think he is happy, or at most i couldnt understand if he were. so, i mean, from what we talked about earlier, he says he is unhappy, but that 'we' can fix it. i dont see it happening.
i want to travel. i could go to france this summer, but from what i gather, 'he' is absolutley against it. also, the fam's going to new mexico for a long weekend...not happening for me or us. i thought we were talking ireland this winter, but again - not happening.
grrr.
i wish i had something positive today.
i fucking hate my life. not just a little ,like a lot. its just getting annoying an depressing. my job sucks ass. i was offered another job, but then that means i am back to where i started at merrillville and will be stuck here.
my marriage. ugh. i dont even know where to start. i am not happy, i dont think he is happy, or at most i couldnt understand if he were. so, i mean, from what we talked about earlier, he says he is unhappy, but that 'we' can fix it. i dont see it happening.
i want to travel. i could go to france this summer, but from what i gather, 'he' is absolutley against it. also, the fam's going to new mexico for a long weekend...not happening for me or us. i thought we were talking ireland this winter, but again - not happening.
grrr.
i wish i had something positive today.