Mar 07, 2005 07:33
Why? even I was never driven to try to kill myself. What could possibly be so horrible? I don't understand. It leaves so many people feeling guilty and grieving and confused. Aaron Hall, how could you do that to Angie?! How could you do that to yourself?! What was so horrible? Your friends were ditching you? They were all drug addicts. Angie (not me) couldn't date you because of your drug problem? That was your own fault, that's when you try to sober up. Believe me, I know how hard it is to sober up, but it's possible. You had so much going for you in sports and friends, even if you didn't see it anymore because they didn't want to be around someone who did drugs. I know that drugs skew your thinking, but honestly, if you would have thought for a milisecond about when you were sober, you'd have remembered that hey, you did have friends once-upon-a-time. Remember Tony? He was with you last night at the hospital. Remember Levi? Remember how you came on his and my first date? Remember how everyone last summer was trying to be patient with you and you just pushed them away? They'd come back if you'd have let them. They DID come back, but it was too late, right? You couldn't do anything that would take a little bit of work, is that it? God, why?