all my posts seem to be incoherent

Sep 14, 2006 17:37

so i might as well continue with this not so good trend. i am not really in the mood to change this trend...

i shall say goodbye to a world i have known so well and enjoyed so much in about 50 hours. although i am excited, i have to admit that i am also scared.

i shall say goodbye to people i have loved my entire life and to people i have shared my life with in about 50 hours. i will definitely miss them (and i hope they miss me too...) but i know that the distance shall not be an hindrance for me to continue sharing my life with them. it won't be long before i see you, my family and my friends, again.

i shall say goodbye to a habit that has kept me sane the past few years in about 50 hours. this habit  helped build friendships, started new ones, gave me an excuse to go to a certain parking lot and wait for someone to pass by, made time pass slowly allowing me to breathe in every detail, every sound, every emotion... although it is a bad habit, i have to admit, the good effect surpass the bad ones.

i shall say goodbye to a place i have known so well, my second home, in about 50 hours. the grounds in this place has witnessed moments of joy, depression, excitement, fear, desperation, laughter, silence, every imaginable emotion. the trees have witnessed my growth as a person. i hope that when i come back, although i might have changed by then, this home will still recognize me and accept me.

this is temporary, i know. i have not left yet but i already look forward to being back here again. i hate this... i'm not really good when it comes to farewells.

tuesday night-wednesday morning was really great. i thank my friends. you are more than that to me... you're like my sisters already. you know me, my tears are shallow. but that time, i did everything i can to fight back the tears. i will miss you dearly, nearly as much as i would miss my family.

thank you so much for spending that time with me. i shall say it again - that night is memorable for two reasons. the first is that the event itself was fun - the drinks, the peel, the food, the music, and yes, the people making the music (especially a guitarist named...). the second reason, the more important reason, is that the event was spent with you guys. it would not have been so great if i hadn't spent it with you.

you guys take care and keep in touch, OK?

THUMP!

"oi, ano yun?"

"sorry po, nahulog bag ko..."

(but what i really wanted to say was... "sorry po, nahulog puso ko...")

SH*T, SOMEONE SLAP ME ON THE HEAD... HARD!
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