[YamaChii] 音楽の海 (The Song of the Sea) Prologue
音楽の海
©ainomesseji
Genre: Romance, Drama, AU Pairing: YamaChii
Summary: They all say that Fate has its own way of allowing two souls that are meant to be together to meet. Some say they meet by accident. Some say by chance and luck. Though does it even matter, how Fate does its magic? For the two of them, it’s doesn’t. Because may it be by accident or by mere chance Fate has already decided that they’ll never ever be one.
*Note: Please do listen to this while reading. :)
Prologue: A Letter from the Sea
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08/17/1985
Dear Yuri,
Hello, little love.
I miss you. Do you miss me too?
I hope you don’t. I hope you have moved on already and gotten yourself a loving wife and two cute little children like you always wanted to. But if not, I hope you’ve found yourself a man worthy of your sweetness and kindness of heart.
I hope that he’ll love you the way you wanted to be loved, and I hope he doesn’t leave you like what I did. I hope he doesn’t make you cry, not like what I did. I’m sorry... .
Sorry for leaving you and for breaking my promise to you of kisses and hugs, and home cooked meals for the rest of our lives,
I’m sorry.
But, I hope that despite what I did, I hope you are happy and well. I hope that even just a little, you have forgiven me for what I have done.
Although… I know that's too much and I still don’t really know if this letter will even reach you. But if ever it did, I’ll be really glad. Because despite the things I’ve said earlier, there is this selfish feeling in me that wants you to not forget about me, and still love me unconditionally, I’m sorry.
I know...
I know that I’m a bad, bad man for writing this and being selfish but, knowing that I won’t ever be seeing you again, knowing that I won’t be there for you whenever you are down and lonely, knowing that there will be someone who’ll claim you and make you feel special the way I couldn’t give… those mere thoughts alone, Yuri. It’s breaking my heart into pieces, and tearing me apart.
...because God knows that for all of my life, I have not met anyone like you. I have not met someone who’ll accept me for who I am and not what I am. I have not met someone who I can proudly say as mine. Someone who is undeniably imperfect, yet so very perfect in my eyes. And that's you, my beloved Yuri.
You are one of a kind, and I thank thee for gracing my days with your kind and loving heart, I thank the Lord with everything that I have.
"God, I love you so much. I love you so very, very much."
I wanted to repeat these lines to you again, just once again.
...but, I guess I won’t be able to say that anymore… though, it doesn’t matter anymore. After all, I am not regretting anything. Meeting you, loving you and dying for you. That’s something I will never ever regret, because even if in death I’ll lay, and even if in the bed of raging water I shall take my last breathe, my memories of you will be the last picture I’ll take, before I close my eyes and be one with the sea.
So little love, my Yuri… don’t mind me. Live, okay? Don’t blame yourself for what I did, because my heart is far more important than my life. You are far more than what I could ever ask. So live and be happy my little one. That’s the only request of mine I want you to comply.
Be happy Yuri.
Love always,
Yamada Ryosuke
P.S. From wherever I am, I just want you to know Yuri that I love you and I always will.
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Author’s Note: And, this will be my YamaChii version of Titanic. Actually this will be a semi-adaptation of the movie. Not fully based on the story itself, so expect the plot changes. Though, there are big chunks of scenes that I’ve taken from the original-plotline, so most might be familiar with some scenes. Anyways, I was hoping that this year I’ll have less Angst as a comeback. However someone challenged me to do this. So, I’m sorry in advance. Though, I hope I can give justice to this one. And don’t worry about this one, this one will be finished. So please tune in to this. I am hoping to bring out emotions from those who’ll read my stories again. Thank you so much and please enjoy.