Finaly
I am going to try it out. I have decided to have the balls and just go and try Washington out. It will be a learning experience for me. :) I am excited but also so scared.
So I pretty much lost all my friends from highschool. SO in any case. I feel that this song is ABSOLUTLY fitting it is so me and my situation. hah. :) Okay here it is.
It is Rachael Yamagata's song "Faster".
"I can't talk to you
You think I'm lost inside my mind
You're like an old tattoo
And I know you'll fade in time
I'm not the girl you think you know
I'm not the girl you waited for
I'm not the one for you
It's just one thing left to do
Why don't you let me be?
'Cause I'm a million miles away
Why don't you set me free?
You don't treat me like you said
I won't tuck you in one last time
I'm taking back what is mine
For me, I belong to me
And I'm going faster, you're going backwards
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
I'm going faster, I know what I'm after
I should've been after it all along
I'm going faster
I'm going faster
That's the last black eye
I hope I ever give to you
Yeah, I had a good time
But what's a girl supposed to do?
Take the pictures off the wall
They don't look like us at all
They don't look like friends
I've got new things to begin
Why don't you let me be?
'Cause I'm a million miles away
Why don't you set me free?
I belong to me
And I'm going faster, you're going backwards
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
I hang from the ceiling, I feel what I'm feeling
I should've been feeling it all along
I'm going faster
I'm going faster
I'm going faster, you're going backwards
You're going to miss me when I'm gone
I hang from the ceiling, I feel what I'm feeling
I should've been feeling it all along
I'm going faster
I'm going faster"
It is an amazing song! :0) so me!
So another topic. Men. Yes Men once again. They drive me absolutly INSANE.
For once I would just like guy FRIENDS not boyfriends, not even guys that like me more then a friend. My newest friend Josh brought his feelings to the table and as soon as he did I became a bitch to him always beating him up and what not. BUT I dont do it cause I hate him, but simply because I am trying to scare him away by being mean. Brian brought up that I am too nice to people but then once the guys begin to have feelings and I can't recipicate the feelings for, I push them away and become mean and self destructive. AH HAH!
I am who I am and it happens. Half my guys friends have found out the hard way. They liked me. DARN THEM. I am not picky.. I just want the right guy. I dont want just anyone. I want someone as cooky and as nice as me. But in different ways. I dunno. I can't explain the perfect man, but I have never met one yet. haha.
Lately I have been talking and seeing this one guy and I think it's over tonight.. Everything that was and could be. I dunno.. I wont date someone unless I can see myself with a future with them. Weird part I could see a future with this guy I hooked up with but that'd never happen now since he is the type of man who just wants to get his dick wet.
I am not into that.. No thanks.
So I pretty much lost all my friends from highschool. SO in any case. I feel that this song is ABSOLUTLY fitting it is so me and my situation. hah. :) Okay here it is.
It is Rachael Yamagata's song "Faster".
"I can't talk to you
You think I'm lost inside my mind
You're like an old tattoo
And I know you'll fade in time
I'm not the girl you think you know
I'm not the girl you waited for
I'm not the one for you
It's just one thing left to do
Why don't you let me be?
'Cause I'm a million miles away
Why don't you set me free?
You don't treat me like you said
I won't tuck you in one last time
I'm taking back what is mine
For me, I belong to me
And I'm going faster, you're going backwards
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
I'm going faster, I know what I'm after
I should've been after it all along
I'm going faster
I'm going faster
That's the last black eye
I hope I ever give to you
Yeah, I had a good time
But what's a girl supposed to do?
Take the pictures off the wall
They don't look like us at all
They don't look like friends
I've got new things to begin
Why don't you let me be?
'Cause I'm a million miles away
Why don't you set me free?
I belong to me
And I'm going faster, you're going backwards
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
I hang from the ceiling, I feel what I'm feeling
I should've been feeling it all along
I'm going faster
I'm going faster
I'm going faster, you're going backwards
You're going to miss me when I'm gone
I hang from the ceiling, I feel what I'm feeling
I should've been feeling it all along
I'm going faster
I'm going faster"
It is an amazing song! :0) so me!
So another topic. Men. Yes Men once again. They drive me absolutly INSANE.
For once I would just like guy FRIENDS not boyfriends, not even guys that like me more then a friend. My newest friend Josh brought his feelings to the table and as soon as he did I became a bitch to him always beating him up and what not. BUT I dont do it cause I hate him, but simply because I am trying to scare him away by being mean. Brian brought up that I am too nice to people but then once the guys begin to have feelings and I can't recipicate the feelings for, I push them away and become mean and self destructive. AH HAH!
I am who I am and it happens. Half my guys friends have found out the hard way. They liked me. DARN THEM. I am not picky.. I just want the right guy. I dont want just anyone. I want someone as cooky and as nice as me. But in different ways. I dunno. I can't explain the perfect man, but I have never met one yet. haha.
Lately I have been talking and seeing this one guy and I think it's over tonight.. Everything that was and could be. I dunno.. I wont date someone unless I can see myself with a future with them. Weird part I could see a future with this guy I hooked up with but that'd never happen now since he is the type of man who just wants to get his dick wet.
I am not into that.. No thanks.